cherriestan....

2004-09-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmx...
kk..
so what happened was...
ytd had rc activity..
hmmmx..
fall in was alr.
den was ct..
was ic lehhhs...
den our grolup had d nicest grp name ever!!!!!!!
guewss wat?
i came up woith d name kayy!
its....
called... LA!
=]
DEN OUR CHEER WAS SMURFY TUNE...
coincidentally, none of my grp members watch`d smurfs b4......
tskkkkk....
haix....
the tune so keai...
den...
ya..
ummmm...
tiring lahhs..
esp 1st station oredi running...
summore enli ma'am say we run too slow lehh..
hmmmph.
how can..
nvm.
ummmm...
den....
was evac!!!
rawks!
i actually studied fer it but nth came into use.
nvm.
den was the owaes skipped break...
den we changed into boots.
footdrill...
hmmmmph.
dunno how long..
quite fun..
or rather funny..
hot sun lahhs..
burning boots reminds mi of ndp..
it's so funny lors!!!
wahaha!!
sudd our squad broke into 2..
happen`d twice le..
n both times we were corerect if i not wrong...
wahaha...
the [pro] pple. *pls note the slang-
=]
den had talentime..
was too tired..
but sang n sang...
with bertha n maddy..
=]
nice.
den had interactionnn...
fun bahx.
our level heads gotta know hu we lik`d.
wahaha....
funny lehs..
esp mai.
den...
oh ya.

squadmates!!

hope u all haf read d email...
i wanna change lehhs..
u all mux help mi..
we all mux work tgt..
cox we MUST have a committe in our yr kayyys..
mu work hard fer the sake our squad n the unit.
eh lannot fer urself onie okie...
wahaha...
i lurfe red cross!!!
i will try my best t love all my sqmates...
hmmmx..
i shall apologise t everysqmate who i've been mean t b4.
we r oredi appearing united lerrr.
wat we have t do now is relli t b united.
i love rc.
as much as u do!
anws, weixue sat beside mi during interaction.
n after farrah l;eft...
it was shazwani ma'am..
scary...
nvm.
den baolin din come!!!!!
kinda miss her!!
cute cute!
hehx.
den....
umm....
yupx....
i feel tt we shd relli relli work hard..
uh.
ya.
WE CAN DO IT!!!!
lemon tea lemon tea!!! [private joke]
shll not explain further.
anws.
[spy alert spy alert!!!]
(2 all our sqmates!!)
u noe wat?
there' this crazy fella tryin' t noe all abt rc.
everything.
wah.
suck up here suck up there.
if u ever think u noe this person..
pls stay away from her./
maeb u can go near hewr lahhs.
buit jux dun tell her anything abt rc.
she's jux so sick.
yucks lahhs.
sux.
i think she relli sux sumhow.
nvmms.
haix.
n the worst thing is she's not from rc.
tskkkk.
fcuk herr.
sries but i relli angry.
i want`d t bark @ her.
nvm.
i shall bitch abt her sumtime.
maeb ltr with ma bahx.
haix.
sucker.
tskkk.

hehx.
guardian angel is nice.
ehx.
but the fella i miss is lil' angel lehhs!!
cox he's so cute!
nv c him fer 3 days le bahx...
haix.
i love lil' angel..
k lahhs.
lurfe guardian angel oso.
oh ya!!!!
th this morning mde mi v happy...
tt was this hyss gurl manag`d t pass the letter t eric!!!!
yay!!!
miss eric!
lovelove!!
yay1
the gurl's nice!
=]
-winks winks*
hehx.
ummmm...
did 100 situps in a go ytd!!!
n i realis`d tt i wasn't suposs`d t b feeling well.
co i had ct mahx..
so suposs`d t ache here n there.
but the prob is i duin feel a thing @ all??
tsk.
what's wrong with mi...
nvm.
it's better this way.
i did 100 situps in a go i mux show off!
co i so proud of myself.
btw, i was so tired on sat cox after interaction i rush`d fer tuition.
reach`d @ ard 4.30.
noone had been so late fer tuition b4..
but i rmb i got late by 1 hr de i thinkk.
haix..
tsk t myself..
wahaha..
haix...
den i slept during tuition.
but thte tcher din mind!!
cox norm i attentive deee.
cox i act guai mahx.
bo bian.
but so diff t sleep dere lor!
the table so low..
wateva.-
haix...
k lahhs.
damn boring.
suppos`d t play vball tdae de kayy?!!!!
but in the end raining.
so if play the ball will ged wet.
so kant.
play`d bball loe..
so fun...
=]
i love bball.
but wasn't tt fun with the not frequent player ard.
cox they totallie like dun pass the ball t mi?
when i was like standing there?
k fine.
liyana thinks i kant shoot.
but the fact is i kant lahhs.
but she was damn rude made mi damn bushuang.
but i kant b bothered anws.
tskk.
wateva lahhs.
haix..
norm nv play with her deee.
so i shd b gg ard tryin' t ged t ball...
wahaha...
hmmmph...
gt t noe a few pple recently..
jimmy...
n sum of qizhi's frns.
rawks.
=]
kel kor rawks too.
oh ya.
keave kor's bdae jux pass`d!
18 sep.
eh kannot meet him..
haix...
:(
nvm.
he's working @ this dunno what place now kant rmb the place..
shd b in suntec.
can go find him dere.
very shuai de...
love him mann`!
haix.
kk
slept thru chinese tdae.
den sumhow i beginnnignt dislike tricia goh.
suxxx arr.
tskk.
kk.
den gg t buy ezlink bahx.
hmmmx.
kk.
bye.
sucha long entry/
typical saturday.
recently was rather alrite.
oh.
i found out tt my mum might have lied t mi.
but the prob is i kant b bother`d now.
they can divorce fer all they want.
well.
dun blame mi fer saying thi.
but it is jux too fake...
i kant b so mrean i noe i kant but the prob is u jux seem too much like u r lying cox i dujn believe i live in sucha family with suchapathetic mum.
well.
maeb i live in a grwat family, un broken up, jux tt i have a mum huowaes lies t mi lahhs.
NO BIG DEAL WATT.
yucks lahh.
both sux.
made mi cry over it fer days/
den now seem so fake.
tskk.
haix.
kk.
i go lerrs.
anw, my malay name is now [-`tisiana.*]``
n if i not wrong my christian name is jerrie?
wateva.
i asked my mum abt it.
she said she tot of lotsa names fer mi when i was born but couldn't decided oin one.
so in the end nv give.
wells.
my dad came up with mychinese name.
den my grandpa came up with my siblings deeee.
=]
c! im special...
haha..
wateva.
bye.

-winks*
shimin :)

2004-09-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

ummmm..
in comp lab noww..
will come after school t blog i guess..
blogger kant werk @ home..
have lotx t sayy...
i love red cross.
i will try my best t love all my sqmates =]=]
bye!

-winks*
shimin _*-- :)

2004-09-20T11:14:00.001+08:00

2004-09-20T11:14:00.000+08:00

2004-09-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

haix.
so long nv blog le.
i miss blogging.
angry with sum pple now.
nvm lahhs
saw lil' angel ytd!!!!
sho ke ai!!
n his expressions r so lovely!!!
his name is jialing ifi not wrong.
=]
q q deee!
jasline de didi...
ke ai!
no lahhs
is jasline mum take care de.
=]
btw.
recently has been alr.
miss eric very much lehhs.
i wan him ah!!!!
nvm.
i habemn bot jasline's container yet.
kk.
bye.

-lurfe* (2 sum pple only.)
starfish :p

2004-08-25T08:19:00.000+08:00

hmmmph.
i miss hunn`. i miss kor.
stoopid.
i guessthey oso bushuang with mi noww.
was being unreasonable tt day bahx.
jux tt i din feel i was unreasonable.
hope they wun mind...
but i think kor still damn angry...
hehx wait.
he unblock`d mi le =]
n he 4gave mi too!
=]
how nice.
anw, heard sumthing bloody unpleasant from mas on 198 tdae.
wth lor.
we din do it means we din.
gedalife lars huh.
if u wanna accuse den leave evidence.
anw, im lookin' ferward t artx awareness day.
bored.
tired of explaining things n repeating stories tt ife alwaes been saying
n getting piss`d off everytime repeating.
i hate 1g1.
of cox sum r exceptions.
sculpture competition.
hair spray booth.
n...
first aid duty!
=]
hehx.
i lurfe red cross.
mwahaha!
thinking of putting up the emblem..
vera ma'am help us ask =]
how cool if we put the emblem...
haix.
still disappoint`d ver wat i heard.
anws.
play`d vball ytd.
i lurfe it.
rawkkks!
bball too!
-winks*
joyce cheat`d mi tdae.
say wb not `ere.
hehx.
i saw both my qtss eyecandies tdae!
oh ya.
i think yueqi ma'am`s example of a good leader.
mux learn from her.
tml is my darlin's bdae!!!!!!!!
im still so bushuang.
no wonder i sense it.
i said i sense it oredi.
tsk.
i hate fidelia.
suxxxxxxxxx.
oh ya.
i owe delia testi.
[nan nu tong sha.]
=]
vivian too.
[yvonne`s twinn*]
hahas...
:p
hope every`'s happy.
there's sth i need t blog abt but i kant rmb.
nvm.
nax time bahx.
-winks*
gtg!
bye.

-blessings*
starfish :p

2004-08-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

i miss grandma.
both of em.
i miss em so much.
my mum say i kant go her house 2 stay.
tskk.
wateva lor.
i hate her.
yucks larex.
i dun lyk her!
sick. sick.
i relli hate her.
over sum other matters too i guess.
anw, i hat`d her since young wat.
ife alwaes been closer t my dad.
how i wish terms wld remains same as last time.
n horrid facts weren't known.
i wanna lurfe daddy.
anw, i scored 60 fer hcl.
suxx.
i cried in sch.
my best subj kayy.
tsk.
n i din relli look like i cry after i cried.
haha.
thnks 2 my clasmates.
`ere fer mi =]
n SUMONE whom i was there fer her fervea wasn't there fer mi.
n m damn bushuang now.
or rather disappointed.
many times i was ere fer her yet now she wasn't there fer mi.
be it im the ONLY one there fer her i wld still b there.
i dun wanna say her name.
maeb she thinks tt i din do enuff fer her t treat mi well.
but i swear.
ife alwaes been treating her the nicest i guess.
n to me i relli treat her as a fren n give her care when she needs mi.
i never treated her insincerely when i cared fer her.
i never treated her hypocritically when helping her.
i dun help her jux becox i wan pple 2 think im nice.
i help her cox i relli treat`d her as my fren.
maeb she duzzen feel so.
but well..
nvm.
fergeddit.
anw, slept fer ard 2 hrs durng suspension yest.
n i asked oggy 2 help mi say tt ife got headache if anyone tries t wake mi up.
n i heard ms pham n calissa went v near mi n i din even wake up.
n sum pple observ`d mi from far bahx....
:p
yar.
n i hate joyene nazatul.
hu wanna stalk u lor pls.
n tt mum off urs can jux frickoff lar huh.
obviously she was fake.
damn obvious cann.
yucks lar.
gedalife.
did situps yest.
70 in a go.
did 200 altogether.
breathless.
want`d t lose wt.
den did sum stretching oso.
can split noww.
den i want my whole arm touch der floor.
haix.
tml got fd.
hmmph.
left my boots in sch kan u blive it?
haix.
den did sum hand exercises oso.
tried to make my back more flexible.
want`d t practise gymnasts but sudd had a fear for hurting myself.
anw, there's another scar on my hand now..
cox i was playing with elaine's penknife.
den i go cut my wrist for fun.
den it actually bled.
tskk.
nvm.
hmmmph.
3 scars.
oh did i mention.
im bushuang.
im damn bushuang.
i got headache now.
im beginning 2 dislike lit.
i like science more.
i wanna take physics.
i wan physics n bio.
or is chem easier?
but many ppl take physics chem.
hmmmph.
yucks lar.
my bro can jux go n die.
sop irritating.
one ofg the main factors fer mi wantin' 2 leave home.
haix.
nvm.
tml got rc.
finally.
but i dun like TICKETS.
TICKETS sux.
stooopid peeg.
yucks.
yucks.
anw, ms neo rox.
i swear.
oi this time im sincere hor.
she damn nice,
whenever mas not here she ferver nice de.
=]
kk.
oh ya!
oggy is my partner.
FOREVER.
hoho...
hehx.
saw this damn q photoframe in giftland.
jurong point de.
felt like buying it fer kor.
but chang`d my mind now.
hmmph.
relis`d tt ife been moodswinging recently.
haix.
gtg le.
bye.

-lurfe*
starfish :p

2004-08-18T12:13:00.000+08:00

heyys.
piss`d off now.
but..
nvm.
i din noe okay. it's not my fault.
nvm.
i relli din noe.
haix.
anw, wonderful exercising day.
two of my fav sports.
vball n bball.
-winks*
i lurfe 'em.
played vball with ms ang.
n we found out tt the ball got prox.
i lurfe vball.
rox! =]
haix.
went 2 pe room 2 look fer a vball.
n none look`d like one.
or rather i miss`d the one tt looks like one.
haix.
hmmph.
feelin' guilty.
lol.
had suspension yest.
rather fun.
i mean not as oring as we tot.
hmmmx.
kinda slept thru ard half of it.
den went up 2 clas 2 change shoes.
left @ ard 4.50.
den went hke.
anw, wenbang was sittin' so extremely close t mi tt day!
i lurfe him!
dunno lahx.
but he looks damn gd when he play ball.
recently keep cing darlingx all ard.
haix.
anw, did i mention?
ife got a new kor.
kelvin!
=]
looks rather q!
but...
nvm.
hehx..
he jux broke up with his gf.
kant blieve he act cld stead fer 2 yrs.
omg.
n he still lurfes the gal.
but the unfair thing is the gal i like...\???
maeb theway he talks abt her makes her sound so flirtatious....
anw, keth hunn` gg 2 b snatch`d away.
but no1's gg 2 do so.
=]
cox he lurfes mi!
mwaha. wurteva.
im damn bored now.
stomach ache.
rather a bit of moodswinging.
haix.
my ambition rox.
but i din manage 2 cheer mi up @ the tot of it.
haix.
i wanna smile.
but too bad mas bushuang now.
so kant.
haix.
i miss sumone so much now...
or rather sum many pple.
haix.
i noe im missing 'em a lotx...
but their pix kant managet appear in my mind.
hmmph.
recently into kissing business.
n winking oso =]
hke rawkers!
totallie rawks macs down mann`!
lurfe 'em!
haix.....
heyyx...
anw, joyce looks so q with her new specs!!!!!!
jasline wore a bloody q quiksilver cap yest.
n i start`d luffing @ herr.
jasline ish lovely.
oh ya!
hafta add her.
shall add ltr.
=]
haix.
so boredd.
sofia seniorisbias`d.
tish color is nice i guess.
hmmmx.
well.
back!
stomach hurtx.
hmmmph.
relli hurts.
anw, i play`d bball with xa senior n rebecca.
n i NOE TT SUMONE IS JEALOUS HOR????
n tt person is.... *u***e
mwaha...
:p:p:p:p:p:p:p:p
hehx.
meanie.
n xa senoir act stepp`d on my foot which bloody hurts.
anw, cheryl was like...casualty of der day??
o rrathe casualty of der game.
nvm.
i lurfe bball more.
=]
anw, got sth 2 say.
n it is best tt adilah nv becomes an actress.
=]
she is sucha lousy actress.
n joyene is nth more n nth less.
haix.
tskkk.
so cold nowww.
haix.
rottin' away.
feel guilty fer snatchin` oggy's comp away...
sowwie!
hmmph.
oh.
btw, diana has tish bloody cute pix of a chickie in frenster.
budden mine's qter lahhs.
=]
hmmmph.
i guess i stinkkk nowww.
yest tried playing ball @ hke but fail`d.
i went out of the game n as results jasline had 2 come out too!
n it's like she has sucha bloody q cat!!!!!!!!!!
as in in the pix.
it was a pix when it was still a kitten.
blue eyes n orange furr!
n it's like she told mi she actually FOUND it?
omg lor.
how lucki...
where can u ged sucha q n lovable kitt`n from lorr!
btw, sumone has been stealing from our class.
it's like from last yr till this yr.
$189 has been missing from our class?
how horrid.
n $60 has actually been stolen from pam.
it's like wanna steal oso dun need steal so much ritex.
n quite a portion comes from ashikin oso.
kant believe tt `ere's act pple hu wanna steal from her.
she damn nice okie.
tsk lah.
gedalife lor these thiefs.
pathetic loser.
frickoff from our class.
eh wait.
it's relli freezin' noww.
oh n did i mention?
part of the money stolen is from class fund.
-pukes.*
losers.
go steal ur own class fund lahh.
ur class too broke oso dun need come our class ritex?
suxxxxxxx.
oh ya.
tot of dying recently again.
budden i gort tt idea off my head sumhow.
hope tt tot wun come back again.
rather cheery these few days.
but definitely not @ home.
hmmmph.
my ambition jux rox.
=]
anw,oggy said mr ho kinda suspects us i think.
it's like???
so wat if we did suspension?
dso wat if we cheat`d in spelling?
wth?
it's only spelling pls.
it's no even zong ting xie.
n we din even haf der need 2 cheat...
maeb u wld think tt we have no integrity 2 have cheat`d
but no matter how integrity;ess u think we r depriv`d
i kan tell u tt i wun steal.
okie.
y not put it this way.
i haf stolen before.
but tt was like in k2???
n moreover.
i stole an eraser or sth klike tt .
it's not even money.
n even if i wanted 2 steal.
i wld NEVER i swear steal from my frens.
i dun wan to n i WUN.
pls.
i mean it's like i m not so idiotic as 2 steal n lose a fren.
moreover it's ashikin???
yar.
so 2 the pathetic loser hu refuse 2 admit theft,
pls frickoff.
LOSER.
haix.
eh itx relli damn cold here.
tskk.
anw, got a suggestion...
n i jux relise tt i fe been sittin rite below e aircond.
tskk.
anw, hope 2 score for c.t .
have een writin' 2 mich n steph recently.
hope they reply soon.
anw, i stole crystal's damn cute star keychain!!!
n she act knew i took it.
but pretend not 2 hear mi cox she dun wan mi 2 remind her abt my bdae.
nvm.
i shall post it here.
22nd october is my bdae!!!!!!!!!!
rmb hor.
=]
n i wan my hunn` fer my bdae!!!
i wan keth hunn`! -winks*
haix.
hmmmmf.
wanna c hke frens but kant go.
mum ssuperstitious.
july month :p
i shd takkaire myself.
=]
bye.

-lurfe lurfe*
starfish :p

2004-08-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

yo.
so long neber blogg lerr.
anw.
quite lotsa things happened.
adam email mi n asked mi if i still angry.
i din reply.
don want 2.
anw, i studied fer everything.
except english.
i finished studying shou ce fer chinese le.
left with the 5 chengyu n 15 yan yu.
im gg 2 studyy.
cox ife got an ambition which made mi super happy n excited n extremely proud of myself @ der tot of it.
but im not gg 2 announce it in my blog.
if u wanna noe n u think u r close enuff 2 mi 2 noe wat izzit, den u can come n ask mi.
but dun kena irritated by mi if i dun tell u.
=]=]
it's sucha noble ambition.
im gg 2 work hard towards it. =]
maeb it's cox im scared 2 announce it in fear tt everyone will laugh @ mi n say i kant make it.
i wld very much like t announce it in front of everyone n promise them tt i can make it.
but i kant promise.
cox wat if i break my promise?
i dun want to.
i relli wanna work hard 2wards my goal.
i wanna make it.
but im afraid i'll hafta givvitup cox of lazee ness again.
nvm.
i will make it de.
eh wait.
i say sth 1st.
noone is supposed 2 discourage mi hor.
i hammer all ur heads into der ground.
haix.
anw, watched ndp on tv lerr.
nv close up on rc.
geddalife lar camera operators.
tskk.
bad taste or wad.
rc der best kayy!
mr yeo says tt oso. =]
so boring @ home loe...
tsk...
anw, vera ma'am wishes sec 2 ssquad gd luck fer common test okie!
exclusive 2 sec2s only har..
NOT sec 1s.
tt sofia ma'am so biased lor...
hmmph.
mas sure disappointed de...
haix...
nvm.
i gtg.
anw, suspension starts on tuesday n ends on thursday...
n den relli relli sorry 2 guardian angel.
not purposely de...
try not 2 do it again nax time kayyx..
-hugggss.
haix.. dinner's here.
hope everyone's eaten.

-lurfe*
starfish :p

2004-08-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

wow.
invaders @ my taggie.
act. dun u all realise sth...
everytime pple tag @ my tagboard say i ripoff oso nv say i rip hu off.
so it's rather obvious hu izzit lerr.
n another point is tt there's no point scolding mi a moron.
cox ure wose den a moron.
cox ure a moronic idiot.
mr m teach de. =]
haix.
jux had 2.4km.
n i happily flung it.
=p
hahas...
ummm...
bored now...
act 1st round timing was ard 3 min.
den sudd...
run finish tt time was 19.45...
diao diao.. -.-'''
hahas...
haix.
hmmmph...
i miss *u**n*
anw, went 2 watch alex toh.
hmmmph...
hot...
but he's like 40???
omg...
btw, sth funny happened during recess...
shared it with everyone except mai!!!!
cox it's abt her wat...
so kant share it with her.
tsk...
haix..
sad fer her.
anw, sumone was being irritating 2dae.
she din do anything but i still got irritated.
tsk.
nvm.
btw, sumone else oso.
oh ya.
i failed science.
gd hor.
half upon 10....
mwaha.
mrs neo sure pissed de.
maeb she's not lar..
she used 2 it ler wat.
anw, performing fer natoinal day...
angklung =]
yest..
mrs lee came in with ms janet lee.
n iyt was so obvious tt she was avoiding our grp cox we were der nearest 2 em...
:p
den when she came over themn i whisper 2 her.
den her reply was [relli ar?]
den i was like duh! it's so obvious!
mwaha...

anw, i miss vball.
hmmmmx....
everyone was fussing abt how fat mrslee was...
oops!
she still IS.
n they took 2 chairs 4 her n janet lee.
den we say not enuff.
wth.
they almost sat on the left side of mi.
which i can toatallie die.
in the end they sat on my right.
lucky.
haha....
den sudd english gg 2 start le den we saw her n gary tn outside..
den i was like saying..
wah. need 4 chairs le... :p
mwahaa...
in the end she came.
den janet leee came oso.
haix.
recently rather bored...
disturb anthony everynight.
he boke up wif his stead fer dunno wat reasons.
nvm.
but he duzzen seem sad.
in fdact i rather happy fer him.
cox i dun like his stead too...
hehx...
gtg!
bye.
i same grp as my bestiesterestest fren fer cs...
mwaha....
bye.

-winks*
starfish :p

2004-07-31T02:13:00.000+08:00

hey...
i cheered up lerr.
by a lot.
n i can now tell vryone tt im not a pros.
neither m i worse den a pros.
im jux a bitch tt's all.
so 2 tt loser @ my tagboard.
u r the one who's worse den a pros.
u r sucha rotten loser.
jux go 2 hell.
anw, have been crying @ night recently.
but kicked the habit ytd night.
i decided that i shdnt think too much.
jux had history test.
n i think i failed it.
act. dun need think. sure fail.
nvm.
sickk.
recently feel very tired n sleepy.
washing face duzszen help.
esp when comin' 2 sch.
i owaes slp in class de.
tsk..
i think that sum fella's being stupid.
a very good example is ms goon.
n her even stupider velcro.
i think she can go 2 hell wearing her velcro.
haha.
guardian angel's right.
if pple scold mi den i shd scold back.
but provided...
nvm...
anw,

I LURFE U GUARDIAN ANGEL!!!

U ROX MANN...

WO AI NI SO MUCH...

COX..

U R OWAES `ERE 4 MI!

THANKS A LOTX...

U R SO NICEEE....

N LOVABLE...

N ENCOURAGING...

N SWEET!!!

-winks*

haha...
relli thnks 2 him...
he's sucha nice fella...
n he's willing 2 listen 2 wat i hadta sayy...
recently nv us comp fer beri long lerx.
i saw my soon-2-b-kor ytd.
i miss him lehx...
hope i'll c him nax wk...
anw, magister negi magi is sucha nice bk.
kinda porn but i still lurfe it a lot.
-winks*
so cute bk.
the characters look damn cute too.
haix...

wat else happened...
oh ya!
im gg 2 change tuition time lerrr.
sat 4-6...
means i dun need go on sundaY lerr.
=]
wat a gr8 thing.
n im startinng tml...
haix...
i gtg ler..
cant rmb wat else happened..
only noe i owaes reach home @ 7or 8 which turns my mum off gr8ly.
budden hu ask her not 2 make my family a betta place?
the sight of my disgustng brother oredi pisses mi off gr8ly.
suxxx.
haix...
anw, sth 2 announce is that im alright now lerr.
n im relli alrite.
i relli miss darling...
nvm.
bye.

-winks*
starfish :p

2004-07-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
halo
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
how are u???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
fine
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
realli??
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
hows school?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
fine
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
wat are u doin
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
dun be pissed with mi lei
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
making mi feel very bad
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
u shd feel bad wat
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
since u r oredi bad
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
why i where got bad
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
can we clear this up??? plz
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
try clearing then
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
erm.. so wat are u unhappi abt???
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
can tell mi?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
isn't it obvious?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
u can start guessing
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
erm... mi treating u bad
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
how?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
that day lah... actually i wasnt myself lah
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i feel like
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i kiss u den u dun want
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
it brings back memories
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
and
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i feel very uncpomfortable lah
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u get wat i mean
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u there??? can we like talk to it out on monday
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
??
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u free?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
ssze min
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
so wat are u un happy abt?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
i dun wannna meet u anymore
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
huh why???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
noone's encouraging mi 2 meet u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u told ppl??
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
in fact they all ask mi not 2 talk 2 u, ask u2 get lost go 2hell n fuckoff
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
of cox i did
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
do u expect mi 2 keep things 2 my self?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
erm... so u want mi to fuck off?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i dun mind
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
rather u clear ur mind
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
even after i told them i still cried 4 like dunno how many nights?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den to keep it inside
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
huh jus because of wat?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i didnt mean it lah
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
n i think im a prostitute lorr.. even much worse den that
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
huh why???
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i mean
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i'm sorrie for u feeling that
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i still dun understand why u feel that way
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
cox i feel cheated
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
cheated?? of wat
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
luv?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i told u i like u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i cant spent so much time wit u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
thats why
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
wat
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
no.
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
u said u donte lurfe mi
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i dun think i shld lie
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i dun believe in loving someone i met twice
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i do like u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
see the point
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u want mi to luv u
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
so y did u kiss mi in the 1st place if u donte like mi ?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u got to prove that i shld luv u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i told u i liked u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
dun u get it
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but i dun love u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
thats a big different
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u see
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
ok den since we only met 4 like twice den y did u even touch me?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i onli loved one person b4
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
cause i like u???
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
and hoped that u could spent more time with mi???
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but it seems like u got the wrong idea that i dun love nor like u
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
see?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i saying again i do like u
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`i.lurfe*``]] says:
maeb 2 me it's jux tt u mux love mi n b my bf if u wanna kiss me
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i dun mind being ur bfr
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
bf
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but u cant expect mi to sent u home all the time u see??/
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i'm sorrie abt the loving part
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
if u give mi some time and spent somemore time with mi
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den i think there is a chance of loving u rite
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
and i want u to be mine
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u see

gdness...
i started shaking my head so vigorously in front on the monitor...
i donte trust him anymore.
i dun wanna kena cheated.
nvm...
nono...
i dun wanna talk 2 him lerr..
im scaredd..
haix...
gtg...
bye.

-scared*
starfish =/

2004-07-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
halo
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u there???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`im.loved.n.cared.for*``]] says:
ya
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
hahah so hows the bidding
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u still angry with mi ar
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`im.loved.n.cared.for*``]] says:
$1.80
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
haha zhi long ar
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
??
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`im.loved.n.cared.for*``]] says:
no
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
hahha
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
how long is this goin to last?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`im.loved.n.cared.for*``]] says:
duno
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
are u angry with mi for not senting u hom,e??
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
noI muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
wat?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
hhaha
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
so am i allowed to bid???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
how much do u wanna bid
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i want to know when u ending first???
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
i dunno oso
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
if this goes on forever
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den no point wat rite?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
haha
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
dunno
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
jux wanna noe how much im worth
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but u serious abt
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
selling urself???
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i mean if someone win den how?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u goin to give him urself?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
probably if tt person wans
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
so how much u bidding?
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
erm...
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
2
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
ok
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but hey can u set a deadline
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
cannot
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
if not no point fo rmi
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
why cannot?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
dunno
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
hahah
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u like not urself today
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
wat happened
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
dunno
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
gtg bathe
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
bye
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
ok
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
u later
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
wanna talk?
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
no
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
ok
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i think u are angry
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
forget it dne
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
den
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
sorrie
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
i didnt mean to talk to u like the past lah
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
but i'm thinking abt some stuff den
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
sorrie
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
no point saying sorry
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
gtg
~[-`22oct*26april* ``wo.ai.ni* -winks*``]] *\\23mar.18sep.20nov.//*meow meow!! [-`u.r.despicable*``]] says:
bye
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
huh
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
ok
I muST CoNCeNtrAtE On My wOrk anD WorK oN MY GoalS aNd DreAms!!!! WaT Do U GuYZ ThINk Of AmBiViSIoN??? ArCh fAllEn says:
bye

if u all r wondering, yes.
he is der one.
he sux.
he's sick n perverted.
he's disgusting n low down.
din noe y i talked 2 him oso.
but i jux talk`d.
nvm.

haix.
it was another blow after this blow.
i gotta know sth which oredi existed long ago n i only knew it
like 3 days ago???
wat a failure.
nvm.
n summore one prob =2 prob.
2 diff kinda prob.
n i relli relli nvnvnvnvnvnv ever wld expect it 2 happen.
i cried the whole night 4 it.
n i had a nightmare abt wat's gg 2 happen.
luckily i din scream.
or else if my parents were 2 ask mi wat happened, i wldn't know how 2 answer em...
tskk.
i dun wan it 2 happen 2 mi.
nv did i expect it 2 happen 2 mi.
it's unbelievable.

now jannah nagging.
ask mi make dice 4 her.
haix.
or else hafta do poster.
anw, saw zhongxiong sir...
den went [gd evening sir] when running past hm 2 get tt olive.
den he din hear so greet again.
den he hear.
den he was like [how u noe?]
den i went [u zhongxiong sir wat..]
den he went [u ndp ar?]
den i was like [no...]
haix..
den after tt bertha went 2 greet when bus came.

den we took same bus.
delia n i were gossiping abt him...
on the bus gg 2 sch 2dae...
knew i had 2 alight de nax stop.
but i ws too tired.
so i closed my eyes.
den the nax stop i felt a gal tapping mi.
in the end a sec3gal was waking mi up ..
how nice =]=]
but rather malu.
tsk.
sleepy dayy...
haix...
feel damn boredd.

i got 4/20 for maths test.
gd hor??
my bestest fren got 1/20.
as gd.
=]=]
we r the best.
we r best + best frens.
anw, ashikin lost her digicam.
she cried...
hu's tt meanie poke hu tookit?
she cld only rmb malikka took it from her bag...
den she cant find lerr
maeb it's with malikka...
she cry until very pathet...
haix...
den wani called malikka..
den sudd rmb she got hmtl class...
anw, there's der dj comp thing.
mux join!!
anw, bball n vball rox mann.
shd try itt..

anw, tt olive so sickkenning...
haix..
nvm...
anw, i din do history.
best.
i noe i rox.
thnks.
my pleasurew 2 make her angry everyhist lesson.
2gether wif my bestest fren masliana! =]
mwaha...

im damn boredd...
anw, gtg..
bye.

-have.no.choice.but.2.hate*
starfish :p

2004-07-25T09:07:00.000+08:00

took a quiz..
weixue's blog..

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xinhui sofia kahyin senior went up stage 4 red cross.
xinhui senior went up another time..
best cadet i think...
claaped 4 'em..
den asyiqin senior went up oso..
did she?
council or sth like tt huh?
anw, janice senior looks like huijuan lorr...
same haircut noww.
btw, went 4 cleaning up after tt.
mr yeo : red cross the best!!!!
haha..
rox mann.
of cox rc der best.
or else? guides ar?
everyyear dey only move der potted plants.
waddabout us?
we move tables n benches.
summore dunno wat's deir probx
everyyear spish day oso mux rainn.
dey not sick we oso sickk.
saw band performance.

saw tt chiobu again.
though she's damn chio me n lee both agree she looks like a pros.
reminds mi of sth***
-cries*
oh.
den after tt kena cheated.
go hke...
dey mux take mrt 4 dunnow at reason.
cheat mi ar.
tskk.
den met em @ hke.
vanessa's a a bung cann.
started drawing on pple's hands...
sum pple left trails on my hand too.
but now everything's gone.
haix.

I CANNOT LET THE PAST HOLD ME BACK.

haha...
if u agree den tag my board..
anw, this is quoted from minghui...
relli thanks ta him..

anw...
guardian angel..
dun threaten mi lehh.
like tt i dun dare cut my wrist..
wat if nv die...
den ltr u dun tok 2 mi..
den i noone 2 disturb n i'll lose a list`ner...
i lurfe u! -winks* <--- finally i winked..
wat a gr8 feeling.. =]=]

anw, i wanna live without guilt.
i relli wan 2.
i'll try.
but guilt wld alwaes stay there rite?
there's ur conscience 2 remind u.
...
...

haix.
feel damn boredd.
din cry yest...
achievementt =]=]
n started smiling too..
this time not unnatural..
anw, vanessa's my new stead.
haha.
wateva.

maisarah's a stupid s;lut tryin' 2 snatch vanessa away.
tsk.
vanessa's mine.
diaox.. -.-'''
vanessa will faintt.
anw, alif is mad.
i thinkk.
mas thinkkss too.
mai too isnt it?
vanessa oso i guess?
norm lovers wil have der same thinkin'.
=]=]

wrote ur name on a piece of paper
but by accident i threw it away,
i wrote ur name on my hand
but it washed away.
i wrote ur name in the sand,
but the waves wisped it away,
i wrote ur name on my heart
and forever it will stay.

i'll rmb u 4veer.
oops!
it's not 4 vanessa.
=]
haix.

i miss dearr.
she nv go hke 2dae.
nvm.
haix....
i will cheer up.
i think.*
thnks guardian angel 4 being `ere 4 mi all along.
n thnks kenneth hunn` 4 consoling mi n trying 2 cheer mi up..
thnks minghui n jerlyn 4 showing care n willing 2 be my listeners...
hope we wld b frens foreva.
=]
anw, qizhi noes abt it noww.
but she jux consoled mi n asked mi 2 cheer up..
she having relationship probx noww.
but at least she tried cheering mi up despite her being sadd too.
i relli appreciate her as my very very extrmely gd fren.
anw, i lurfe her. =]

gtg ler.
bye.

-winks*
starfish :p

2004-07-24T09:11:00.000+08:00

hey.
i feel tt there was a definite need 2 blog 2dae.
but i dunno y.
anw, did lotsa gd things 2dae.
maeb trying 2 make up 4 what i did.
or rather what i DIN do...
when i shd have done it i din.
i regretted not doing it.
n only 4 pple noes abt it now...
my guardian angel, kenneth hunn`, jerlyn n minghui..
none from crescent
so by right i cld go 2 sch without guilt.
but i still feel guilty n inferior.

anw, nice things i did 2dae...
1 gave up my seat 2 der elderly n influenced a gal 2 give up her seat too
2 polished bertha's boots...
3 washed her cloth 4 her
4 exchanged my boots with hers cox it's shinier.
5 stood up 4 mas n owned up n kena punished
6 din sleep during chinese n listened in class while polishing boots.
7 tried my best 2 smile...
there r also bad things i did 2dae..

anw, i feel guilty n inferior.
oh.
played ball with bertha delia xiaoan senior rebecca pam vivian
yvonne nicole liling vanessa mingjiao ma'am candice valerie michelle
4 these 2 daes...
dunno which day play with hu i cant rmb.
i only noe play with xiaoan senior got pressure...
same as play with mingjiao senior.
haix.
anw, addicted 2 bball recently.

i did sth tt i shdnt do.
n i din do sthtt i shd do.
yet i cant tell everyone abt it.
i think im worse den a prostitute.
woke up midnite with a damn horrid nite mare...
n the night mare was EXACTLY the same thing as wat happened ytd afternoon...
i feel so disgusted horrified n terrified.
n i feel helplessly insulted.
i feel dirtyyy.

anyway, after chatting with guardian angel...
i realised tt i m not as dirty as wat i tot..
but im still dirtyy.
n i relli wanna say thnks 2 him...
his words make sense lahh.
n he's damn encouraging..
jux felt better after talking 2 him...
tho still very helpless..
n still feel inferior.
wateva..
feel guilty when pple treat mi gd...
so u all shd start treating mi badd.
budden i dun think i shd b treated badd.
cox iu wld feel better if im treated badd??
4get it.
i cnt expect pple 2 b nicee..
??

anw, ive got a reason 2 cut myself now...
so maeb i will??
anw,i havent been winking after this incident.
afraid 2 be deemed as a prostitute..
haix...
realised tt ive been so fake 2dae trying 2 smile.
kept myself preoccupied with stuffs eg. polishing boots till i got totallie addicted 2 it.
polished my boots n bertha's oso.
ai de xie zi again.
anw, i relli miss tt xiaoshuaige..
jervois was a'ite ytd...
no musical chairs allowed.
huijuan's buddy has damn cute teeth.
oh. n i talked 2 the slut 2dae.
by accident.
but do i have der right 2 call her a slutt??
btw, it's obvious tt ms neo duzzen like mas.
she's definitely picking on her.
so many pple nv hand in work she only ask her 4 it.
denlee ask mi own up.
was wondering wan anot.
so i looked at farhana.
but she din turn...
so i jux stood up den say
[ms neo.. actually i oso din hand in]
den she went [why?]
den i was like [i hand in 2 u on monday]
den she shouted geddoout of the class.
but how she shouted 2 mas was worse.
haix...
there's sth wrong with my thumb.
but i dunno whyye.
nvm then.
gtg..
bye.

-depressed*]]``
starfish :p

2004-07-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

im bringing a dagger 2 sch tml.
watchoutx.

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maisarah shd b totallie disagreeing with this...

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wah...
i agree with this mann..
i work too hard.
n im a slut.
n i need a makeover???
haix.
wqateva.

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dun wan do lerr.
this website is too fake.
anw, i cheered up lerr.
cox mas is jux damn funny.
haix..
she can relli make pple laugh sia..
but i think it was by accident..
nvm.
i love all my hunnayyes..
gtg..
bye.

-winks*
starfish :p

2004-07-21T12:22:00.001+08:00

eh i feel sadd kayy.
budden guess i cooled down le.
not worth it crying over u.
in fact i dun even noe wat im crying 4...
it kinda duzzen make sense.
but i still feel sad.
maeb i just din noe wat 2 do so i just cried.
i dun feel like smiling.
but if i dun smile den sum pple gonna complain i lok weird again.
tsk.
nvm.
frickkoff.
anw, was damn pissed by mrs lim 2dae.
she's oso a bloody evil slutt.
ask us take maths 2 den i went into clsass den she say hu say i can come in.
so i went out n sat outside class.
duzzen she realise she's sick?
nvm.
i think she think im der sickk one.
but i feel even more disgusted by herr.
haix.
i got new eyecandy.
but she's just an eyecandy.
duzzen mmean much.
kk...
gtg.
bye.

-shimin.jiayou!!*
starfish

2004-07-21T12:22:00.000+08:00

2004-07-21T11:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad now.
i relli feel so sad...
-cries*
tears jux rolled down lerr.
bye.

-lost*
starfish =/

2004-07-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

yes. ive got attitude probx.
now tt all of u have seen it urself.
i dun need 2 hide it from u anymore.
i can be damn vulgar.
esp wat happened 2dae.
i think tt person shd noe tt im referring 2 her.
cox tt's der only thing tt pissed mi off 2dae.
now im oredi on the verge of tears.
yet i dun even noe y ishd cry over this kinda pple.
she's sick n disgusting.
i relli hate her.
i dun understand wat's her probx.
she sickk.
n she made me spit vulgarities in my blogg.
i feel so disgusted by what i did too.
m i trying 2 disgust her after she disgusted mi
or m i jux trying 2 disgust myself.
i cant stand her anymore.
i wan her 2 die.
yet there's nth i can do.
or m i der one hu shd die?
well.
i tot of it.
i think i shd die.
i relli dunno wat 2 do now.
i dun wan anyone 2 ome after me anymore.
feel damn depressed now.
depressed + sad + angry.
nevertheless.
i wun forget hatred.
i relli hate her.
i tot everythin` was over oredi.
yet she had 2 do this.
nvm.
jux frickkoff.
i dun wanna c u ever again.
yet is that possible?
i dun think so lorx.
cox if i jux turn my head now, wat i c wld b u.
n tt sucked.
i hate u.
slutt.
bye.

-tearing* apart.
starfish

2004-07-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

SHUDDAFUCKUP SLUTT.
GED A LIFE N FRICKKOFF.
U R SO SICKK.
IVE ALWAES TOT OF U AS A BITCH
YET I NV TOT U WERE A SLUT.
SHANT ELAMORATE ON WHAT UVE DONE.
BUT WHAT UVE DONE WAS WAT ILL NEVER EXPECT U 2 DO.
IVE ALWAES TOT U HATED PPLE HU WLD DO THIESE KINDA STUFFS.
YET U R DOING IT NOW.
I HATE U SLUTT.
I MEAN IT.
I RELLI DO.
I FEEL SO FRICKKED OUT N DISGUSTED BY UR ACTIONS.
GEDDOUTTA MY LIFE.
STOP INSISTING TT IM NOT PATHETIC ENUFF.
N COMPARING MI 2 OTHERS SAYING TT IM NOT PATHETIC ENUFF 4 UR CARE?
WAT I NEEDED WASN'T EVEN UR CARE.
I WANTED UR IGNORANCE.
YET U DISAPPOINTED MI.
I DUN WAN U AS MY FREN ANYMORE N I RELLI HATE U A LOT NOW.
U R SO SICKK.
I THINK U SUX.
MAYBE U THINK I DO NOT HAVE DER RIGHT 2 CRITISIZE U.
U MIGHT THINK TT IM EVEN MORE THAN A SLUTT 2 U.
BUT NOW WHAT I THINK OF U IS.
HOW CAN SUMONE BE EVEN SLUTTIER DEN MI.
N I FOUND OUT DER PERSON IS U.
I RELLI HATE U.
U SUXX 2 DER ROTTEN CORE.
GEDDA MUTHERFUCKING LIFE.
STOP POKING INTO OTHER PPLE' BUSINESS.
WATEVA I WANNA DO IS MY PROB.
NOT URS.
U BUSHUANG SO WAT.
I CANT STOP U FROM SAYING WATEVA U WAN.
ANW, U OREDI SAID IT WAT.
N IT CANT B TAKEN BACK.
U R SO SICKK.
I FEEL LIKE PUKING EVEN WHEN I HEAR UR VOICE NOW.
I GUESS I'LL RELLI PUKE WHEN I C UR FACE.
TSK.
FUCKOFF SLUTT.
URE SICK N DISGUSTING.
FREAKK.

2004-07-21T02:11:00.000+08:00

mwaha...
sum stuffs happened.
yest was..
o ya..
i got headcache.
during el.
den ms goh damn nice de...
unlike t mrs lim.
bloody slutt.
frickkoff lor she..
anw, i hate mrsneo der most.
tsk.
im alr being unvulgarr lerr.
tskk.
so wat happened was when mrslim came in i greeted her den i fell asleep.
den she wqs like pls pay attention in class.
den she call my name.
den she asked in a very insincere manner.
r u sick or wat?
den i felt damn unobliged 2 answer herr.
den oggy help mi say i headache.
den she like dun blieve lorr.
wat's her probx.
sickk.
cried during her lessons but no1 realised it.
kinda hurt by her bahx.
denn.
afterf her lessons just startd crying like a water tap..
4 like one min?
tt ,mas la!
keep shaking mi.
den ask mi wake up.
i damn tired den she still. shake mi.
den my head jux ache n ache.
den so i water tapped...
:(
haix.
confirm le lor...
recently i cry is not becox i feel sad.
it's cox of pain.
den after i cry den my head become better lehh.
anw, thnks bertha n oggy..
there 4 me =]=]
n of cox ms goh!=]
rawks mann she...
told us she wears bikini 2dae...
anw, mrsneo suckked.
n still she sux.
haix.
oh btw.
did i mention.
i feel sorry 2 those hu cared.
rmb i told ya all i cut my wrist??
now there r scars.
i was naive 2 think tt there wld not b a scar.
in the ennd there is.
n it wld be with mi 4ever.
thinking back of wat guardian angel said...
he said it was dangerous 2 cut n there wld b scars....
it's true 2 me noww.
i shdn't have cut.
but im rather sure i wld cut again.
sum time.
when i need attaention.
haix.
i dun wanna cut.
but yet i jux did.
i hope the scars wld leave mi.
shd cut sumwhere unvisible nax time??
eh no.
like tt cant b seen.
haix nvm.
shall think abt it when i wanna cutt.
=]
haix...
sadd...
anw, i love MY kenneth hunn`.
n i love my guardian angel.
n i think denny's got a damn cute chi name.
btw, my leg was bleeding jux now cox i scratched it.
den sudd.
i felt tt the sight of blood was damn grose.
so i decided not 2 c it.
yet i din have tissue.
so i jux stuck a plaster over it.
mwaha...
anw, it was a damn small wound so act i cant b bothered.
budden i still stuck a plaster over it 2 cover tt grose sight.
on the other hand, i can take it as im tryin' 2 pass the time of the boring assembly.
assembly suxx mann.
tskk..
nvm.
haix.
boredd.
oh ya.
tml fd lessons.
shazwani ma'am.
jiayou sec2s.
polishing my shoe tml -winks*
anw.
he din call mi.
i called him instead.
den i was like y din call mi.
den he was like i busy.
den i was like orh ok.
den he was like anything impt?
den i was like y?
den he was like ineed 2 study.
i was THINKING wth? go2 hell larhx.
but i said nvm. bye.
den we din talkk lerr.
i relli relli miss him.
m i supposed 2 wait fer him till o`levls end??
orrr..???
nvm.
shall stay available 4 der time being.
haix.
i miss him since 2wks ago??
dunno wat 2 say lerr.
kept disturbing alan kor.
but he din help mi.
tsk.
nvm...
bye.

-wo.xiang.ni*
starfish :p -winks*

2004-07-19T04:48:00.000+08:00

yo. typed one long netry..
den sudd maddy ask mi open charlene blog help her copy stufff..
tt's wat i owaes ask charlene 2 do...
den my a bit long entry gonee!!
nvm...
=]
den maddy keep apologising..
nvm larhx..
anw my entry owaes gone de wat...
hahas....
quite lotsa stuffs recently..
gotta know tt ms neo ish not nice afterall.
no wonder heard rumoura abt her being damn unnnice.
in the end she relli not nice de lorr.
tsk tsk..
ask 19 of us stand behindd.
haix.
nvm.
lucki she tish us hist onie...
n sumtimes will c her in the morn...
but dun tell mi she willl be like susantan horr.
attendance taking onie can take until flare up...
wun de horr???
touchwood touchwood.
=]

haha..
change colourr.

meowmeow...
=]
anw, on thurs realised tt lawrence was only there 4 tt time cox he had sth on in the afternoon!
means i prob wun c him again...
so sad kayy.
miss him lehh.
tt weixue shd b kinda happy...
everytime i say lawrence veri cute den she wan 2 disagree.
hmmmmmmmmph!
anw, i wan 2 post a pix in here ok!!!
budden i dunno how 2!!!
stupid qizhi.
she dun have blog n she seldom use comp de horr.
budden she so damn good at it..
she wan 2 teach mi how 2 use okay?
summore say i very dumb dunno how 2 use....
say until like as if everyone in the whole world noe how 2 upload pix like tt....
haix...
she's my childish partnerr!
=]=]
tt day sit with her...
den our joseph came over.
den u noe wat he said?
wahh.
two childish pple sit 2gether...
find another childish fella den can open nursery liaoo.
wth???
i got childish until this kinda extend mehh....
tsk...
heh. wait.
kk.. came back lerr.
ya...
stoopid de lah he.
i like 1st day noe him???
den he say i childish..
summore suan mi lehh....
mux b tt qizhi tell him i beri childishh..
mwaha.
wateva.
anw, sry if everythings not in order.
i cant rmb wat happened on each day.
oh.
kena scolded by antx stead?
siao lar shee.
suxx mann.
wat an unbabe person.
ask her 2 frickkoffff lahh.
sickk.
if she wan her boyyfren den have it larr.
she was like [hello.u antx stead ah?]
she is antx stead so how can i oso b antx staed ritex?
siao.
den i said [no]
den she scold mi 4 callin antx.
wanted 2 scold her back.
budden mux give antx face.
haix.
nvm.
tt gal's a slutt.
anw, yest i went home damn earlliee.
den coincidentalli mi dajie brot her frenns home.
n guess wat they were doing?
4 nyjc students +1 p3 boyy*my bro* playing risk.
siao de..
summore they all from council i thinkk.
1 guy n 2gals.
den tt guys supposed 2 go do project with his grp members.
instead he @ my house playing.
siao.
den they wanted 2 go ps.
den the guy was like [wat if i meet my grp members deere?]
wateva.
my bro seems 2 like him a lot [gayy...]
den there was this gurl.
she think tt my home is her home izzit?
fricckkkoff lahh.
she jux lied down `ere.
even when my mum came into der room she called her auntie lying down,
she din even bother 2 situp.
tsk.
den the other one.
oso as if is her house like tt.
so vulgar.
i wanna sleep
den she was so bloodayye noisayye.
[kao.kao.kao.] she jux went one kao-ing.
den i dunno tsk how many times liao she still haven shaddup.
irritating slutt.
cant believe she from council.
tao yan~~~
nvm.

[change!]
hehx.
got too bright a not?
ya..
yest hadd???
1st time activity sec3 ma'ams.
kinda feel guiltyy.
supposed 2 give encouragement.
but yet during interaction...
lotsa whispering...
den mas even called shazwani ma'am 3 times without saying anything.
den finally they left 4 a while
denwhen they came back mas was like
[ma'am. do u dislike us?]
act. i think shazwani ma'am duzzenlike us..
or maeb sum of us.
or maeb nly mi.
so we were like thinking..
wanna ask one by one a not?
cox she roll her eys @ us veri scary de....
anw, during games...
there was the dressing up thing...
den i was model.
haix...
den dey dress mi up...
in the end i tot my costume sucked.
den...
sudd.
my eyecandy appered!
i swear i wanted 2 dig a hole in the ground.
summore she stand dere n stared @ mi!!!
i guess mmy costumes was der weirdest.
act. i think my eyecandy kinda resembles crystal dearr.
oh btw, 160704 was crystal2s1's bdae...
happy bdae crystal!! =]
she was my p4 best frenn.
haix.
n her surname is ng oso.
same as der hke de...
=]
boredd noww.
oh did i mention?
i feel like stealing sth from huiyi...
haix
anw, now got new set of rules.
wait i go take der notes.
aiya.. sry sry...
4got i left it in sch.
but no coloureddd sports bra allowed lerr...
sadd horr??
but my chio blue shoues allowed!!!
=]
den...
the rest okay larr.
tuckin @ allt imes.
haix.
ug wat.
no choice.

yellow.
haix..
can c a not?
i miss my darling.
hope he calls.
i relli relli miss mi a lottx kayy.
anw, did i mention i went hke tt day?
n den i play ball?
n den when crystal dearr came.
her expression was damn funnayye!
cox she looks damn shccked.
cutecute de.
anw, now my msn display pix is.
[-```x.i.a.o.a.n-.-s.e.n.i.o.r..**]]

n xuyun senior oso.
haha...
den xasenior looks cute!
=]
anw, ya. went hke play bball.
den i oso owaes play vball over `ere.
den cox i dunno how 2 play budden i wanplay.
so instead of hitting der ball, i kept catching it instead???
i think shiqi was kinda pissed :p
haha...
nono...
madeline was der pissed one...
nvm...
den played bball n den i kena hitt by bball.
cox i was like staring @ `vryting ard hke.
=]
den tt gal hu looks like a bung?
dunno if she is a not lahh.
budden she got a sis hu looks like a bung oso.
haha...
damn cute.
they got a cute mom oso.
anw, crystal's attached ler if i nott wrongg.
sadd.
den tt bung threw der ball 2 me.
den she tot i wld catch it.
in the end i din even noe the ball was approaching mi.
n till the ball hit my head den i realised itx existence.
-.-"'
den she kept saying sry 2 mi.
den i say nvm...
mwaha.
c her so cute dun wan ged angryy wif herr =]
haix..
anw.
cant rmb wat else happened lerr.
but i noe i havent been on the phone recently...
cox..
noone wans 2 pick up my call!!!
-cries!*
haix...
nvm.
den waiting 4 darling 2 call.
but he din lorr..
we more den 1 wk nv talk ler.
tsk.
i miss him damn lotx kayy.
anw, did the 99 qns thing.
den one of the qns was.
wat scent do u like most or sthn like tt.
my ans ---> my bathfoam.
haha.
i think im gg 2 kena commented ego 4 this ans again... :p
mwaha.
anw, gtg!

-guardian angel*
im alwaes here 4 ya..
cheer up hunn`! =]
miss ya...

kk...
relli gtg.
daddy wanna start nagging liao.
btw, tuition suxx.
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-07-18T15:12:00.000+08:00

yo wassup babe???
wah.. izzint this cute?? =]=]

2004-07-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

[[guardian angel..]]

what ive said is true.
ill alwaes b 'ere 4 ya.
no matter where.
ill be there.

since der day we talked.
i alwaes went 2 u when i was down.
yet uve never left me alone.
uve alwaes been 'ere 4 mi.

u seem 2 b sad recently.
n tt hurts me relli greatly.
u rawk n u rule.
n i hope u noe it's true.

so cheer up n smile.
cox im alwaes 'ere 4 eu*
whenever eu* need mi.
jux like uve alwaes been 'ere 4 mi.

i realli appreciate what uve done4 mi.
maeb 2 u it's jux picking up a call.
but it's a great pleasure 2 me.
be it jux 2 hear ur voice.

u r my guardian angel.
hope ull b there 4 mi 4ever.
n i oso hope tt u wld noe.
tt ill oso b 'ere 4 eu*.

u mean a lot 2 mi.
u r der bestiest-est-erestest listener i can ever find.
n i wish u noe it's true.
tt i realli do love eu*!!!

-winks*

thanks 4 being there 4 mi all the times.
u mean a lot 2 me.
hope i cld bcome ur listener one day 2 share all ur probs.
=]

iloveu_*

starfish :p

2004-07-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

heyy...
feel sadd recently...
it's like time seems 2 slow down.
yet it also seem 2 b faster.
i was like telling mas in the mornin'.
[[eh mas. like veri long nv have maths liao horr]]??
i guess too much stuffs happened during der wkends.

[babe.]

go ahead.
dun b afraid.
u r getting prettier each day.
more attractive each time.
dun ever b afraid of offending 'em.
cox soon.
u r gg 2 have more than millions of supporters.
every1 wld b by ur side.
there's nth they cld 2 to u.
jux say n do wateva u wan.
every1's supporting u.
u will soon be come the princess in every1's eyes.
the most perfect babe no1 can ever find.

haha...
this is 4 u.
go on. cheer up.
every1's dere 4 u.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

this is 4 my dearest squadmates k...

we've been 2gether 4 one yr.
there was supposed 2 be like how many of us?
yet now there's only 14.
14 committed fellas.
yet we still endured thru the times.
we held on tightly 2 each other.
everyone's proud 2 have each other by their sides.
cox we noe we did it.
even if it was not up 2 the expected standard.
at least the least was tt we tried.
n we relli did try.
so we did it.
we got wat we wanted.
we've got each other.
i love all of u 2 bits!
cox we r the bestest of the bestest friends..
at first we might b forced thru everything.
yet now.
we noe the importance of everyone.
we wldn't want anyone 2 get hurt.
cox we noe tt twe shd go thru everything 2gether.
afterall.
we noe we ARE 2gether.
we'll never let go of each other.
till the veri end.
even till the very end.
the day when we mux part.
wldn't we still b in each others heart?
how i wish tt day wld never come.
u all r my life.
my bestest bestest soulmates.
4 now.
without anyone of u.
our squad wldn't b complete.
i guess tt the nax batch of ncos wld be tough on us.
afterall.
they r like a very united squad.
they got the unity.
they r the exemplary squad.
i cld foresee that they wld have high expectations 4 crez rc unit.
they wld get the silver unit award back for us.
but wat we should strive for is gold.
the best.
we want the best 4 each other.
we want the best 4 crescent rc.
cox it's our home.
our home forever
i mean it.
tho there r the tough times.
the sad times.
nevertheless.
the good fun n wonderful times never disappeared.
sec 2s.
let's work hard 2gether
we can make crez rc the best unit.
we can do it.
im sure we can.
work hard.
sec 2s.
ur efforts wld pay off.
we can do it.
we realli can.
cox we r the best
y? cox we r together.
together forever.
jia you rc...

anw, there was supposed 2 b hugging sess 2dae.
cancelled becox of sum reasons.
btw, cried in sch 2dae.
after pe.
ran 1.92 km.
haix.
3 rnds ard carpark.
2nd rnd tt time leg hurts like hell.
muscle became stiff.
yet still continued running.
den by last rnd just almost died.
so painful.
den started crying...
malikka helpeed mi..
thankews!
=]
luckily after quite a while thepain went away...
haix...
or i wld cry n cry n cry like dunno wat...
haix..
den we had music.
the teacher not bd.
she's nice.
think she's quite cute.
haha...
bimbo... fire... siao... wings..
fun lehh...
haix...
den had english.
tricia!! damn nice de she...
gimme so much time.
i love her sia..
** dun worry lee. i got no intentions on her.
we tot she badmood gg 2 scold us.
hu ask her wear black.
in the end she gg phototaking.
haix.
saw singsuen on the bus 2dae.
so cute.
she add mi 2 msn lerr =]
she show mi der pix of her crush.
quite cute.
she very scared her crush n my queenstown eyecandy wld be der same person...
mwaha...
in the end it's not..
her crush looks quite cute liao..
wah u c der pix hor...
immediately u noe which one her crush is liao..
cox the whole class is cannot make it de..
din relli c clearly.
but one glance he is the only one hu can make it.
but he only borderline make it only.
after all not my crush watt.
so dun relli care.
but my cute fren's crush so mux care.
=]

anw, got a list of sum thing.
weixue did this last time too!!
shall go by class.

bertha- tallest / ftdrill best? / play ball quite gd.
shimin- me? cute cute!! -winks*
mai- irritating
hash- wah she the bestiest-est 2 kajiao kayy...
charlene- another nice 2 kajiao de.. / act innocent.
farrah- hmmmmph.. norm we share same views cox we both find mai irritating.
kaixian- camp grp member!! niceee!
shufen- alwaes sing sing sing..
huijuan- very take initiative. considerate..
maddy- wah she hor. i tell u.
the most shua gu fella i ever seen is her le.. :p
petrina- hmmmmph.. dunno lehx... camp grp member oso nice lehh..
weixue!!!!- my squadmate hu love mi der most!! mwaha...
she very nice.. hmmmmph.. she is der kind whom u can share secrets with bahx.. =]
yingyi- considerate.. ummm.. kinda cute?? =]

at this point of time..
i sudd realise tt i 4got abt mas...
:p

masliana- wah we der bestest of the bestiestestererererestest friends k... u noe y? cox best frens alwaes do things 2gether.
n the thing we do 2gether is... *drumrollx..*
....................

neber hand in hw...

:p
mwaha!!
tt's der end!
all r my bestest frens.
so work hard n impress der sec 3 ncos!
quoted from sofia ma'am.
anw, did im mention?
janixce ma'am's damn sweet de..
she very cute n nice.
so encouraging.
so..
im here!
spreading her encouragement 2 all of u..
jiayoujiayou!! =]
kk!
bye.

*love*

2004-07-11T14:53:00.000+08:00

heyy.
starting from..
thursday....
8july....
haix...
thurday...
tell u wat happened!
went jervois.
yue'er came!!!!!!!
but tt lawrence din come again...
tt cute cute de...
so long neber c him lerr....
his absence kept weixue beri free....
mwaha...
anw, friday....
awwww....
oral....
suxxx...
josef tan was invigilator.
stupid gay.
he yawned at mi kayy.
go 2 hell pls.
he suxx.
dun like mi oso dun need like this ritex?
as if i like him like tt.....
suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx....
anw, sat.
activity time got misunderstanding.
was supposed fall in @ 7.45.
den.......
in the end it's 10 o'clock.
cox misunderstanding.
tskk.
haix...
ummmm....
oh.
so no telematch.
sec1s quite irritating.
ask them wan play ball a not den they dun wan tell us.
duno wat serena wanna play.
den dunno wat..
then dey ask serena go play then the serena like
wan-dunwan-wan-dunwan likett...
so irritating.
in the end kaixian got our squad 2 come 0over.
den we play shuagu against unshuagu grp....
:P
was kinda picking on hash...
mwahha...
shuagukias - charlene maddy weixue shufen petrina...
unshuagu... me bertha hash yingyi kaixian...
i became shuagukia 4 a while while standing in betweeen shuf and weixue i think....
mwaha...
=]
den maddy was asked 2 get out of shuagu family when i got in...
den after tt got out again..
cox go in 4 fun...
mux spy on shua gu life n tell unshuagu pple :p
den....
ya..
den i was thirsty go buy drink...
den @ 9.09 like tt..
sec 1s kiasukiasu go change lerr...
denh influencewd mi oso kiasu kiasu go change...
den...
ya..
shuf help mi polish my boots..
walau...
dey all think i nv polish lorr.
actually i got lorrr.
ya..
shuf got superb polishing skills.
mwaha.
den she hep mi.
dejn mi boots shone!
=]
-winks*
anw.
den went 2 fall in @ ard 955
den tt mas came.
den help her with her u.
den went 2 fall in....
had ui...
kinda proud of my u.
only got 1 mistake...
-nametagt not str8.
which means every1 lying 2 mi...
cox i kept asking ard if str8 a not
dey all say str8 lerr.
den cox i got 3 badges now...
den veri troublesome arr.
dunno where 2 pin 'em.
budden hash got 4 kay!
hmmmmmmmmmph!
haix...
anw....
oh yah..
after ui.
den went 4s3...
poc...
oh ya..
din expect jiahui[ma'am] 2 become new chair...
n den yueqi[ma'am] is vice.
pdcs got zhixin[ma'am] n vera[ma'am] izzit?
den secretary is now benghui[ma'am]...
den tresuarer is sakina[ma'am] izzit?
ya i think so...
welfare nco is shazwani[ma'am] n na'imah[ma'am] izit?
den qm is enli[ma'am]n singning [ma'am]..
den all not there de is i/c
which means all the dunno wat names on contact list oso call i/c ar?
but i dun even noe how dey look liike...
yupx...
den our new level heads...
r the 2 dat we expected...
haix....
rather scary....
kinda scared of yueqi[ma'am] these days.
rather unfrenly...
anw, den changed n got down 4 celebration.
haix.......
oh ya!
gave xinhui senior der prezzie...
felt kinda sadd.
den...
ya..
sofia ma'am n xinhui ma'am gave us sum handmade souvenirs..
sofia ma'am baked cakes!
den tt mas faster go try it....
haha..
den she eat until like as if veri nice 2 eat..
den later she told mi it's act quite plain.
den took lotsa pix.
den got hidden in the xinhui ma'am de...
haix..
anw....
hugged xiaoan senior n sofia senior..
sry.. not used 2 calling em senior so jux now jux take as serious typo error hor..
type so much ler lazee 2 change...
:P
xiaoan ma'am is huggable!
n when mas hug sofia ma'am veri funnaye lorr!
oops! sry 4 not caling em senior again.
haix...
den sofia senior n mas were like dancing likett..
everytime hug oso got prob...
den mingjiao senior came...
so funnayye...
we went over wanted 2 ask her 2 take pix...
den we all jux went over den nv say anything..
jux keep caling her name...
mingjiao ma'am mingjiao ma'am..
den after tt she was like
[orh! u all wan hug izzit?]
den she was receiving us with open arms but no1 went 2 hug her.
cox we wan 2 take photo.
den her post damn weird lor!
walau...
but very hilarious...
den wanted 2 hug zihua senior..
budden becox of SOME REASONS.
i din go over.
haix..
anw, felt quite sadd.
mas was smiling thruout the whole session...
she was smiling when faling in lor!
den she told mi when rehartkan diri she go n laugh.
guess she relli damn happy lor
but hu noes the nax batch mite b worse...
hope they will retrieve back the silver unit award...
but i think we shd ged gold instead horr??
:p
haix..
will miss em bahx...
but will still c em in school.
den after rc went hke...
den mas went home.
saw jerlyn on the bus den went hke 2gether.
pls lor.
minghui suxx k...
he told jerlyn he love her oso when
jerlyn told him tt she likes him.
den in the end he told jer tt he playing only lorr.
wth?!?!
i think he can go n die lahh.
den saw denny.
haha..
finally saw him...
haix.
den played vball with sum of jer's fren.
went a bit siao during the game.
cox they all volleyball de..
only i not...
den only i dunno how 2 play professionally..
actually i noe lahh.
budden hor...
my hand got probx kayy.
hit so lightly...
haix...
as in i use force le budden the ball oso siaosiao one...
haix...
hehx...
den finally mas came.
den u noe hor!
i din c my soon-2-b-kor kayy!
hmmmmmmmmmmph!
haix...
ya den she bot 20pc of nuggets.
siao..
haha..
anw went banquet b4 tt.
den tt guy talk 2 me...
alwaes cb him de...
the stall holder...
this time tt mad woman nv come...
mwaha..
anw, den he treat mi 2 barley!
den he say nax time dun need scared of tt woman..
cox he here no1 can touch mi..
den it's like he's so nice n sweet!
so now dun care abt tt woman lerr.
she owaes black face de kayy...
tskk.
hahas.
im a happy gurl!
den went 4 the ndp preview b4 preview. =]
so shiok.
but cant c red cross.
but when dey announce red cross.
den me n mas went 2 shout n scream den ard us all auntie uncle
dat kinda pple all look @ us...
siao...
hahas..
den saw two pple..
one look like law sir the other look like peishan ma'am so we just stared @ tt 2 figures den they came nearer n nearer den disappeared.
anw, the yellow fellas r relli annergetic.
dance n dance wun tired..
den gtot parachutes..
fireworks...
den sumtimes on the screen sum cutecute face will appear...
=]
anw listen ing 2 bouncing off the walls again...
xiaoan senior n xinhui senior.
=]
din go 4 the audz but maddy told mi they sing de.
den charlene send mi...
by....
sugar cult.
not much impression.
nvm.
kk!
gtg...
oh.
went 4 tuition2dae.
sucked.
byebye.

*smile!* :D

2004-07-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

mwahhaha..
im a certified cutie!!!
c! told u all lerrr..

innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hahahha...
so happy with der results cox it's tellin' der truth!
-winks*
got this again.
but it's rather true.
if i love u i wld b with u bahx.. =]

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

wah.. wat kinda results is this arr???

Your Heart is Yellow

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

yay! im unresistable!
but m i a tomboy?
nvm. shall change den...
=]
this quiz quite true bahx...
gdness.. attrct both gals n guys? hueva i wan?
u c! there's still a grp of pple i cant attract - gays.
cox i not guy wat.. :p

Tomboy

What's your sexual appeal?
brought to you by Quizilla

love love love...
im loving! =]

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

lovable???
-winkswinkswinkswinkswinks!!!*****

Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla

hahas...
there's another one..
ehh.. dunno wat 2 say...
uh...
mux b wonderin' y i took this quiz..
im wonderring too.. well...

regular, plain old sex-- boring to some, yet you
seem to love it. hey, do whatever pleases you!
(and of course your significant other)

What type of SEX do You enjoy?
brought to you by Quizilla

mwaha...
this is cute...
stupid bitch!!!
hehx..

your bitch.

What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey!!!
this bear looks cute!!
but..
y...
izzint it blue???
hmmmmmmmmmmmph!
=]

Raver Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

wah..
this is damn true...
last time anthony's name used 2 fill my book.
den it became eric..
den it's now my dear!!!!
anw, sumtimes sum other names wld pop out too...
anw, i dun think i believe in true love do i???

You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

huh? i dun trust pple but pple trust mi???
siao ar..
i think is der other way round...
i alwaes trust pple de...
yet ppl owaes bluff mi.

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

awwww...
look @ this horrendous pix!
anw, i dun take ecstasy horr!
dun believe wat satan said kayy...

You're addicted to.....

Ecstasy!
Whoooooo partay! Also known as the hug drug
ecstasy makes you crave human touch. People on
ecstasy also like glowsticks and shiny things.

What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

hahas..
take a look.
im nice n pritty...
hehx...
anw, since when did i try 2 hide tt im in love?
-winks*

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pritty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
please rate my quiz.

Are you in love?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey..
im beginning 2 think tt i take quizzes 2 boost my ego...
nvm...
im not.
hahas...
im light!!!
=]
*whispers...* n i'll b there 4 u kayy???
shhhh...
dun tell any1 kayy?
-winks*

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla

goddess??
beautiful???
this pix not horr... :p
but not badd though...
i mean der results...
tend 2 get jealouss??
=]
oh.. veery lazy. tt's true horr??

Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

izzint this pix sweeeeet???
love it kayy...

You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

awwww...
this is cutex!
=]
abit der #$#$%$%^&%^*&*&^@!!$^&& though.. :p

You are a Kinky Kiss! You know what you're doing,
and you LOVE to please!!

What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
brought to you by Quizilla

kk! gtg!
bye.

-winks*
starfish :p

2004-07-07T12:03:00.001+08:00

Heyy. Here r my quiz result….
Last time I not frozen de kayy.

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

Next. Im a bitch.

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.

Wah wat a cute pix...…
It’s a bunny!!!
Anw, do I say I hate u tt often?
Well…
Say in my blog n sumtimes say 2 darling???
Hahas.

you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.

which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

wah.. this is veri true sia...
mwaha...
esp the virtues n flaws part.
well. but they nv say i cute..
how can..
neber mind.

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

www.life-blood.vze.com

What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hehx. next!
which male celeb thing..
the 1 many pple take de.
got abad feeling...
shall wait 4 der results...
k it's out.
not bad quite shuai..

You are going to Marry Josh Hartnett. He is really
shy, but don't let that fool you. He is really
outgoing and sweet with those he loves and will
be loyal to them for the rest of his life.
Congrats!!

Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
brought to you by Quizilla

haha..
taking the innerchild thing again..
last time got 1 yr old sia...
:p
eh. how come it's 16 now??
i dun wanna grow up kayy!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmph!
sudd 15yrs older...
:p

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

kk!
quizilla got prob again!
byebye!
:p

*love*
shimin -winks*

2004-07-07T12:03:00.000+08:00

My inner child is sixteen years old!

2004-07-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

Why do you cry?
brought to you by Quizilla

i cry becox of fear..
tt's true...
haha..
rmb tt time c lizard den went 2 scream..
then tears jux formed..
anw, t's from jo's blog..
btw, wat's importan now is wat im gg 2 recommend.
jo's blog is
www.eatmeup.blogspot.com
cox the [[ad]] person @ her tagboard's gonna open
a anti-masliana club n a anti-shimin club.
=]
how great....
mwaha..
so 2 happy pple volunteered 2 join..
haha.. go her blog n c bahx...
anw, acted 4 antigone...
i acted as jocasta n the costume kinda suckedd.
haix..
jannah said is was cute..
aysha say i look beutiful!
mwahaha....
i m cute kayy?
den lauhed when i was supposed 2 die..
n farhana was veri cute kayy!
her hair..
anw, i realised tt pple cant b praised..
esp. guardian angel.
*hint hint.*
mwaha.
den yest calld everyone but no1 picked up kayy...
wth...
make me so boredd.
taking a few more quizzes bahx.
den horr tt anti-us club horr.
think they shd change name 2 [[masliana n shimin hates us club...]]
haha..
jo wanted 2 start it lasttime oredi..
nvm la..
since there r recruits now den use lahh!
hehx.
taking a quiz n results comin soon...
what kinda kiss?
wait..

You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

eh. the mummy looks sickk.
nvm..
this is true tho.
i mean it when i kiss darlin' kayy!
=]
im innocent.
take another one.

anw im in love with niceeee songgs.
=]
btw, farhana's relli cute...
haix..
quizilla slow lehh...
open another window..
waitt a while...

kk.. done!

help arrr.. gateway time out.. sickening.
4geddit.
nvm.
missing so many pple..
kk..
gtg!
bye.

*love*
shimin :p [[im anti-shimin kayy.]]

2004-07-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey. i think i relli got shortermemory.... awww.. i rmb le!
wat i wanted 2 say was..
pls b proud of mi everyone... cox i ran massrun 2dae kayy!!! mwahahhaha.. actually it's not tt diff 2 run oso... not tt tiring i mean.. last time sec1 run alwaes run until very tired... now arr.. nv train budden my stamina seems 2 b better? anw, shimin arr.. u mux skip everyday kayy! no choice wat. professional say de. u dun skip den u noe. later u cannot burn der fats in ur body. den u mux go on a diet oso. starting from tml. n u c! another beneficial thing is hor.. like tt u can save up ur allowance! anw, shimin thinks tt actually shimin cant do it. but i noe i MIGHT be able 2 do it. but actually, dun relli like skipping lehh. nvm. shall try... mwaha.. if i can do it i shall b proud of myself. anw, realised tt [she] has a gr8 figure! hmmmmph.. n she's not bad lookin' too. saw her in home clothes.. so sexy kkayy.. but no feelings 4 herr though... anw, she got a chio fren oso.. hahas... hmmmmmmmmmph.. anw, kinda miss many pple recently.. miss yuching sir n peishan ma'am? jux tot abt peishan ma'am wah scary.. sudd she jux appear in my mind..
haix.. den it's like.. haha. jux tot abt it.. haix... denn... still got my soon-2-b kor la!!!! wanted 2 go hke in the end nv go kay. cox of shiting lahh! wanna go home... den took 970 with her.. haha.. we share umbrella.. den i still got wet in the end.. so irritating.. i hate rainy days k?? unless we can miss mass run becox of tt... mwaha.. anw, saw my exeyecandy 2dae. yet dun feel excited. dunno.. nvm then. haix. anw, m i a bi a not??? haix. ponder 4 so long liao i still dunno so decided not 2 think abt it. =] haix.. sad sad.. anw, during hmtl 2dae. norm i wld b slping rite? 2dae was no diff. yett when i sleep until half, the tcher sudd mention...
[[shang ke shi shang ke de shang ke jiang hua de jiang hua SHUI JIAO de SHUI JIAO]] wah den she call my name.. tsk lorr!! disturb mi from my sleep.. den it's like oggy jux beside mi only she oso sleeeping den nv call herr.. nvm.. den i wanted 2 go back 2 sleep again afetr a while.. so i started lying on my table.. then kept turning my head diff direction. wanted 2 sleep wel budden realised tt i cant ged 2 slp kayy! how frustrating. neck pain summore. so irritating. tskk! oh anw, i cut my hair lehh.. hmmmmph.. cut short but still can tie.. den it's quite obvious tt i cut. huijuan noticed it kayy!! still got sum others but cant rmb leh... haix.. anw, wanna go frenster lorr.. tskkk.. nvm.. shall bear with it denn. -winks* kk! gtg.. bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-07-06T20:17:00.001+08:00

2004-07-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

2004-07-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

hehx....
long neber blog...
so many things happened...
haix...
hmmmmmmmmmph....
start from....???
3july is wat day..
haiyo....
nvm...
shall guess....
saturday....
kk..
correct.
mwahaha...
hmmmmph...
no rc..
den wat did i do tt day huh?
aiya dunno la
i only noe i sadd.
den....
sunday.....
went tuitoin....
after tt went???
shit la..
think i getting more n more stm lerr.
yarr. went 2 eat.. ate fish n chips...
not veri nice..
haix...
den recently horr.
wanna mention this lahh.

***
guardian angel veri nice kk....
cox got pick up my calls wat..
so veri guai....
thankews!
love eu*!
***

haix...
den..
recently keep going 2 jj webpage...
not badd larr.
mwahaha....
nice kk....
like it...
hmmmmmph....
received testimonial from???
cuzzie!!
haha...
though she said i cutest gal in the universe,
she din 4get 2 puke.....
wth..
nvm...
mwaha...
im boredd now...
wanna go hke arr...
anw, yest was @ filzah's house!!
n she got sucha cute rabbit called mira..
n i noe it likes mi kayy.
mwaha...
it likes der table lehh.
so cute..
hide under der table...
=]
fed it with veggie...
sho cute de...
love it.
=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]
anw, finished der 2 donation bklets lerr.
gg 2 take another 1 bahx....
i wan my silverr de kayy...
haix...
den shall go visit grandma den ask her 4 donation...
still got uncle...
uncle veri nice de...
as nice as grandma kayy...
anw, darling seems 2 have become my darling again sumhow..
dunno....
he came apologise 2 mi 4 not picking up my call lehh...
weird...
haix.......
ehhhhh.
i wan a stead tt gives in 2 mi all the time k....
den wanna suan mi is can larr.
dun suan until extends can liao..
but wat i can tolerate is....
less than normal pple's extend...
so dun even go near the extends.=]
haix....
miss my dear kayy....
nv c dear 4 so long lerr...
an, saw my exeyecandy @ clementi...
on sundayy.
but i think she duzzen recognize mi...
was staring @ her.
but dun like her liao...
den saw many pple lahh....
haix.
recently owaes beri boredd.
anw, class photo's out.
den i kinda confirmed with myself tt im not photogenic.
so i shall avoid phototaking in future.
mwaha.
anw, was irritated by SOMEBODY'S comments during english.
siao like as if i wasting her time like tt.
ged a life larr crazee.
i nv even say anything rite?
i haven even started talking den she was like [[faster la!]]
siao.
pls lor.
she's crazee k.
as in the sickening kinda madness.
so er xin.
haix.
i volunteered 4 the conversation thing though...
abt the beach..
wanted 2 say [[i like the beach more cox bitches mux side with beaches.]]
but i think willl kena killed if said tt.
nvm.
i think i gg hke soon....
meowmeow....
haix.
recently bored boreddd den leave testimonials 4 pple...
=]
sum got approve sum neber lahh..
like darling nv approve...
cox he say tt's a msg not a testimonial.
so guess wat i left him??
slowly guess bah.
dun think u can guess correctly...
haix..
kk.
missing my* soon-2-b-kor....
haix...
im gonna make him mine.
MY kor..
=]
have ard 7 kor now izzit?
anw, i got a stead after alvin.
but i cant rmb hu kayy....
siao de....
nvm...
bye.

*love*

2004-07-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

hehx..
finally rmb wat i 4got 2 blog abt lerr...
went jervois on thurs!!!
yett yue er din come..
sadd kayy...
den so we played musical chairs...
saboing pple..
tt maisarah horr..
we neber sabo her oso she herself will kena kickout of der game...
denn....
ohhh...
saboed shufen.
den she dun wan go out of game cox she say her buddy wan her..
den weixue's buddy din come too..
tt cute cute lawrence...
haha..
reminds mi of law sir kayy...
anw, feel so jealous..
law sir tagged katherine ma'ams blog yet nv tag my board..
nvm.
im oredi sadd watt..
haha..
kk..
siao..
haix...
so it was jervois lor
den went hke n saw my dear...
we talked kayy..
so happy...
got matchmaker de...
hehx...
anw, gtg!
bye.

*love*
cherrie :D

2004-07-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

heyy.
woke up @ 230 2dae...
wat a piggie....
gonna kena complained again...
anw...
i feeel so boredd kayy...
n sad...
n depressed..
n discouraged...
n..
wateva...
btw.
ate cheese fries when i woke up..
din even brush teeth...
tsk...
haix....
nvm.
den woke up full of perpiration 2dae.
den started missing dear....
haix...
kk....
wanted 2 go hke 2dae..
but told daddy i out gg out yest...
haix...
k..
nvm...
gtg!
bye.

*love*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-07-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey.
gt sth 2 say k!!!
i din tag kenny sir's blog hor!!!
siao...
stop imposting as mi horr...

[anw.]
feel so sadd now kkayys.
haix.
boredd.
angry. depressed n everything.
beginning 2 lose confidence in myself.
tskk.
haix.
relli sadd by her remarks kkayy.
i tried le.
so here was wat happened...
had lessons as usual.
it was more tiring...
than usual.
den...
saw lois.
hate her.
eh. imean der sec 1c2 de.
haix.
suxx arr sheee.
sickkeenniinngg.
haix.
wat a rip-off.
obvious.
nvm.
mas thinks it's not.
n she insists she's not.
haix.
nvm.
den..
sec 3s performed.
interesting.
vera's answers were gr8.
hmmmmph...
won second. *applauses.*
anw, listening 2 fir now.
from weixue de.
nicee.
haix.
damn bored..
oh ya!
hafta say y i was sadd.
got my first casualty 2dae kk.
as in after fa test.
den i got 2 at a go hor.
tskk.
one was aysha.
another was a sec 3.
den went wif bertha go g.o
den tt fa kit beri lousy sia.
almost like empty?!?!
recommendation : go pe room nax time.
haix.
we got wat we wanted yett there was no tape.
the people outside g.o needed tape too.
suxx lahh.
haix...
den went 2 pe room ged the tape.
but hadta find mrs heng 1st k...
den it was a long search 4 mrs heng...
den got key..
den opened pe room.
den bertha spotted tt well hidden fa kit.
siao lorr.
put @ sucha place...
hang on the wall cannot izzit.
put there so obvious watt.
siao.
yupx.
then it was so full k!!!
there was everything inside hor..
i think everything expired lerr k...
tsk..
so much plasters ehh.
den there was....
2 tapes.
so took one of em n ran 2 g.o 2 give 2 the sec 3.
den left bertha attending 2 aysha.
den it was like when i reach there searched 4 scissors.
fa kit of coz.
but cantt open it sia.
den went 2 ask em 2 help mi open.
no1 cld open it.
den jux asked 4 scissors from g.o pple.
haix.
den i heard sth k.
sth like [[first aid this kinda speed casualty die lorr.]]
wth?!?!?
was quite pissed off yett sadd kk...
den din care abt herr.
i ran back oredi lerr kkayy...
wat else she expect??
just went on searching 4 scissors
siao lorr.
haix.
den after tt....
yupx.
taped her wound 4 her..
[[sry. dunno how 2 describe.]]
den there was her fren with her bushuang face.
den so i jux kept quiet.
afterall she senior watt.
cant say anything as much as i wanted 2.
this kinda feelin' suxx.
haix.
den after i taped 4 her den they said thankew 2 mi...
den tt gal had 2 say
[[say thankew 2 her 4 wat. it's her job wat.]]
ei. pls lorr.
since when was it my job?
i can just dun care k?
i dun even have my cert yett.
tskk.
and u din even ask mi 4 help yett i helped u go get the tape.
i felt so unappreciated despite the thankews k...
felt discouraged.
did i deserve my fa cert??
as in do i even deserve passing fa test?
was thinking quite a lot.
did i get my fa cert cox i noe cpr?
did i get my fa cert cox tt mcq was easy?
or was it by luckk?
and...
tt bandaging was...
ah. the sec 2 squad wld noe wat i mean.
if u were there tt time u wld noe too.
we shdn't have passed.
* tt sec 4 gal shd b dying 2 agree wif this k...
nvm. sec 2 squad work hard n practise fa k?
make urself worthy of pasing the fa test.
instead of jux getting a cert.
and not knowing anything.
doing wrong stuffs on a casualty?
sec 2s mux practise bandaging k.
esp wat we donno.
and make ur bandage BEAUTIFUL -winks*
-private joke.
haix...
wanna buy new bandage lerr.
my bandage not nice de...
wanna visit guardiann sum day.
yupx.
felt so discouraged.
she was first casualty k..
izzin this veri lousy comments from herr???
i jux passed fa test so everything shd b fresh in my head!
it's like???
wat der...
i went 2 press on her wound when sticking the tape k...
by accident yet i din realise tt even when she said ouch?
shimin stop blurring liao.
u stoned enuff these few dayys lerr kkayy...
n mrslim even picked on eu* 4 tt?
change.change.
jux hope eu* can do it.
haix.
sadd.
tskk.
so sickening...
it's change again.
it's 4ever change.
y??????
everyone wans mi 2 change.
yet now im askin' 4 it too???
shimin!!! u sux.
get me lerr...
totallie cant face myself now k..
but yett.
tried asking myself wat i did.
i mean.
do i need 2 feel so sad angry depressed n no confidence
jux 4 wat she said?
yes- wat she said kinda makes sense. im not a gd fa-der.
no- i dun even noe her. her words duzzen make diff in my life.

but so there's these 2 arguements but cant decide wat's right.
but gues it's a yes.
cox tt's how i feel now.
haix...
sadd.
buck up buck up!
tt's all i can do now.
but i rmb i studied 4 fa recently k
yett when i looked into der fa kit.
i cant even recognize wat is antiseptic n wateva.
wateva lotions n watt.
pls lorr.
aysha found wat she wanted HERSELF k...
wat m i there 4 lor..
yet when she used the cotton wool 2 put on her wound,
bertha was der one hu told her 2 use gauze.
pls lorr.
c! u r damn extra there.
u r there jux becox u passed ur fa test.
so u need 2 b there 2 follow them cox if u r not there they might
not b able 2 use the fa kit. summore, they din even ask if we r certified fa-ders a not. so u r relli redundant over there.
well. maeb u dun even deserve the thankews.
u merely helped her do her tapin only watt.
big deal.
u even hurt her.
n u merely ran 2 get the tape tt's all?
wateva.
shimin ure a loser.
haix.
ged sum knowledge hor.
more abt fa k...
tao yan leh.
btw, made new fren 2dae.
from 3s3.
she was sitting among tchers.
so i din realise she oso student.
yupx.
nice person.
nv seen her in sch b4.
like her though.
den went back home.
supposed 2 go hke de hor..
haix.
din go.
cox too late ler...
miss dear.
miss dear miss dear...
kept thinking of stuffs tt din even think of dear k...
haix...
xiang ta now...
lovable.
cute cute de.
miss dear leh....
nvm...
haix...
sadd.
sadd.
sadd.
4get it.
u wldn't understand y i feel so depressed.
yet 2 u u wld jux think...
nvm.
2 mi i was waiting so long 4 der day i cld get my fa cert k..
i wanted 2 have it.
since so long ago.
if i din pass tt time, i wld cry i guess.
but yett.
i passed.
tt's y i was veri happy.
but...
now...
this kinda things happening.
made me feel tt im relli unworthy of it.
n...
dunno.
if ure in red cross.
yet u cant do first aid well.
even ur casualty cld find wat she wans
from the f a kit herself...
izzint it veri sadd n pathetic?
haix..
n...
u wld feel so guilty..
like wat im feeling now..
it izzin a strong sense.
but it still exists.
so much there.
shd i jux take it as an experience?
first time experience?
haix...
kk...
wan 2 go hke 2 see dear tml...
miss dear...
i miss dear so much.
cant explain how much i miss dear...
but i jux miss dear 2 bits n pieces.
cox it's relli a lot...
wanna go crazee thinking of stuffs lerr.
haix...
k.
tml there's no rc.
btw, veri long nv wear uniform le.
tskk.
miss der feeling.
haix...
kk...
din do el hw 2dae.
haha..
ms goh *bung* comin' after mi lerr bahx.
anw, ure sucha rip-off.
hu else in sch wld walk like the way i walk???
u weird rite???
tskk.
siao.
it' so obvious lorr.
walk past my class summore.
wat r u trying 2 tell mi?
u wan my style 2 b ur style?
ya.
u can have it.
i feel so disgusted lookin' @ der way u walk tt i dun wanna
walk like this lerr.
and the way u tie ur hair.
i dun wanna tie it this way anymore lerr.
and den...
the way u say hi.
i dun wanna raise my eyebrows when saying hi anymore..
i hate u!!!
pls have sum originality hor.
and siao.
dun do this kinda things can a not...
tell mi u hate mi but u like my frens?
so wat huh?
i dun like u oso watt.
crazee de.
madness.
dun take my patience 4 granted.
n i feel so disgraced tt u were from my primary sch.
since der 1st day i saw u i din even expect u were from my pri
cox u look so bitchy.
n pple from my pri sch norm dun behave like u do.
norm they r influence after comin' in k..
yet u r oredi influence rite from der start.
tskk.
haix...
nvm.
wat i wanna say is jux tt i hate u n i mean it.
tsk.
u sux horr.
anw, decided 2 stone for 1 whole day tml.
afterall, received comments tt i look
quiet n shy while stoning k.....
haha...
wat a long entry..
kk.
i gtg!
bye.

*depressed.*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-06-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

yozzie.
sum stuffs recently..
hmmphx.
confirmed the break up with darlin',...
tho we still beri close now...
but yett....
haix..
nvm.
anws.
i got new crush lerrs!!!!
so my new crush shall be called [dear]
haha!
anw, i confessed my love 2 dear with out being afraid of gettin' rejected.
haha...
brave ritex?
hehx.
and dear says her 1st impression of mi was pretty!!!
yay!!!
hahas...
dear rawks kkk...
but dunno wanna stead notx.
btw, sum things happeneed 2dae.
lessons *school* started.
oh wait!
wanna say sth.
rained poured this morining.
shared umbrella with tania.
she my saviour sia.
everytime i need umbrella she's hereeee!!
-winks*
i love her!
take same bus summmore..
heng de..
=]
anw...
yup.
got audrey dunno wat surname i 4got le
as coform.
dunno 2 say sux or rawks.
she quite chio tho.
jux tt too naggy.
lotsa rulex.
den was el!
haha.
tt cute bungish tcher.
den.
lit.
shared zouk experience.
n pam din believe.
but wells.
i went in.
hahas!
i think cheryl din believe too.
of cox lahh.
i starchaser wat..
:p almost said starfish.
btw, i oso starfish.
even if no event gg on sneak oso can sneak in ler.
hehx.
got cousin der pple is like tt de.
got so many cousins uncles.
gettin' in ish no probs.
well..
but u hafta look like ur cousin la!
haha.
den go b theif start stealin'..
hehx.
anw, saw nifong 2dae.
told her tt der jolene thing is NOT i write one.
wth lor!
i relli din hor!
sux lah she!!
tsk!
i hate der person hu wrote it.
sickk..
mad mad de.
crazee wor...
siao + siao + siao.
haix. pple now got nth betta 2 do arhx....
like mi like tt..
hahas..
anw, pe rawked but suckked.
did i mention?
last wt taking i gained 5kg hor.
so siao lor!
haix.
i noe i eat lotx but oso not this exaggeratin' yaR?
madness...
oh.
it rawked cox wasn't feelin' tired. only a bitt.
sucked- sarah n emily din run properly.
n arfah cldn't run.
anw, oggy left early 2dae..
oh ya!
tt mrs lim tt idiot picked on mi again.
i was jux stoning there den sudd she ask mi sit in front.
got wat bloody probx lorrr!
siao de.
h8 her sia...
anw, gtg!
meow meow.
bye.

*love*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-06-29T14:17:00.000+08:00

SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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c! true a notx!!!
wat a liar!
i am a virgin hor... tsk!
haix...
anw, recapp..
went funeral met a small cute gal..
she's relli small!!
i mean it k....
sho ke ai sia...
love her...
den started playing with her..
she behaves like a hamster!!
so cutex can!
n she looks like 1 too....
her name is jiaqi....
den taught her 2 say [yo!]..
haha...
den now if u call her name..
she'll reply u with a [yo!]
sho ke aix ritex?
hahas...
i love her!!
den kena bullied by 1 yr older uncle...
keep askin' mi call him uncle..
ho taoyanx...
but he's nice de...
quite nice lor....
den whenever he ask mi 2 call him uncle den i will call...
hopin' tt he wld feel guilty sumtime.
but..
he DIN.
saddd.
haix..
neber der mind..
hahas...
newaez...
think we kinda of broke up silently ler....
haix...
1 day be4 a mth....
guess i wuncall him ler...
haix...
miss him though...
shall find another steaddddd.
hahas...
anyone 2 recommend notx.
anw, he promised mi tt i can have him 4 my bdae..
will he break his promise?
i alwaes no stead on mi bdae de..
how sickening..
tskkk.
haix...
bored bored...
miss everyone....
hahas...i like this pix...
*the one on top.
anw. milo spilled yest..
so evil of my brother 2 laugh @ mi...
tsk!!!
anw, i rox.
cox im cute wat.
haha...
boredbored lor...
i love jiaqi!
anw, sho happy!
can c yue er this thurs!!!
missssssssssssss her!!!
vanessa too!!!
if got $ will buy sth 4 'em.
haix....
heard there's a cute guy from RI @ council investiture jux now.
but din go.
cox sarah went den she din wanna go.
wanted 2 go but tot it was watse oif time.
nebermind....
haha...
bored!!!
sumone entertain mi la.
tuition was fine.
went funeral after tt but kena chased home by daddy..
no1 sent mi home kkk!!!!
tsk!
every1 so mean de..
haix.
cox wear wrong clothes..
wore pink n blue.. :p
pple go tuition mahx...
haha..
im sure mi uncle misses mi..
no1 else 2 bully!!
n im bored.
did i mention?
mr ho's our form tcher!!!
he's damn cute.
sexxayye!!!
used 2 hate him.
but now he's nice.
haix.
den....
oh.
quite attentive during his lessons.
done my phrase bk ler!!!
applauses pls.
hmmmmmmmmmmph!
boring wor...
haix...
kk...
im supposed 2 b a sensitive gal fren.
but im damn ununderstanding.
dun blieve ask eric.
he's my darlin' yet i alwaes accuse him 4 no reason..
tsk tsk...
hahas..
anw, audrey neo's our another form techer.
sickkkkk.
den....
trica goh's quite hot.
hot as in hot.
no matter if she's a guy/gal/gay/bung/les or wateva.
she's rather hot.
but guess i'll grow 2 h8 her cox of hw.
=]
kk...
bye.

-winks*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-06-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo..
can u believe it?
mummy jux came in n she din say anything???
hahas..
kk..
lied 2 her =X tt i did my maths..
well..
it's done though..
but it wasn't tt she ws referrin' 2..
nvm..
hahas...
anw, received news ytd tt grandfather's mummy passed away...
well..
tot she oredi died.
coz tt day mi grandpa was cryin..
so tot it was tt she died.
but in the end he was cryin 4 dunno wat...
guess he misses mi grandma...
well..
i miss her too...
but..
yupx.
received news tt she died...
din feel anything...
not even a bit of sadness...??
anw, she's 97 this yr...
and the picture at the funerl duzzen look like her!!
anw, yupx..
din go funeral ytd...
but went 2dae!!!!
it was 99999999999999999% boring.
in the end ended up playing cards...
cox...
u cld either fold the papers..
or u burn 'em..
so started folding..
den fold until no more le..
den had 2 burn...
but dun wanna burn..
cox got tis stupid small boi...
p6 ler...
yet so irritating...
pple burn burn @ der side..
he mux purposely go put in der middle let everything catch fire..
tsk...
siao ar..
den so irritated by him...
den went 2 play cards...
with mi sisters, 3 uncles * one is 1 yr older den mi 1 is one yr younger den mi... den the other one and his bro is ard 20++ le..*
yupx...
den had ta go home...
was listenin' 2 jay chou k...
recently rather fated with his songs...
hmmmmph....
anw....
kor dyed his hair!!!!
he dyed part of it blueeeee...
i think tt tho it's quite weird..???
it's still looks quite ke aix... :p
hahas..
he is shoooo lovable!!!
anw, since the funeral perlour was @ jurong west, called mas
and darlin' 2 come down....
in the end mas say she LAZY???
den darlin' say he got lessons...
tsk tsk...
so mean de...
oh! went hke..
saw no1...
wanted 2 c sumone de...
haix...
sad sad...
nvm..
shall announce it here..
the funeral is held @ blk 408 jurong west yar??
st dunno wat..
shd be st 42 izzit???
keke...
neber mind..
dun need so detailed...
oh so if u wanna come den come k?
wandered ard the area..
almost got lost sia...
when gg hke n gg back....
cox of mi superduperlousysenseofdirection..
lucky mi maid was wif mi..
oh ya!!!
did i mention?
i was wearin' a skirt..
so cldn't drink too much water..
coz go toilet inconvenient..
anw, tml cant wear skirt..
coz got ritual...
sickening..
i hate rituals..
sumone pls ged earblocks 4 mi!!!!
tsk!!!
haix...
y mux she die....
she bring sum entertainment stuff there tml..
but....
wonder wat 2 bring..
anw, suppose 2 have squad meeting tml...
i wan go de!!!!!
got evac n footdrill!!!!!
i wan evac!!!!
hmmmmmph!
haix..
nebermind.
shall b a gd gal n go 4 funeral larx...
tsk....
still quite bushuang bahx...
anw, the gap between us is oredi there le..
last two wks i was tryin' 2 close the gap up...
den i gave up..
now he is der one tryin' 2 close der gap...
yet wat abt mi???
hell.
it wld b one mth soon ler....
anw, eileen's bdae comin' ler...
28 june...
call mi 2 remind mi 2 call her k?
i dun wanna 4get..
she was my best fren.
she is still my gd fren now..
jux tt we r not as close ler..
nvm....
hahas...
anw, my uncle which is one yr younger den mi studies in huayi!!!
-winks*
lalala...
hohos..
gg funeral tml again..
the funeral's depriving mi of my sleep time lehx...
wake up so early sia...
woke up @ 9 or 11 kaex....
and sumone still thinks it's late..
call mi pigs summore..
oi u neber c real pigs b4 hor...
they can slp 4 24hrs de kayyyyy...
c! like those pple in the coffin like tt..
haix..
hahas...
oh wells...
gtg!
byeeee.

*love*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-06-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

hehx..
let's c..
well...
sum stuffs happened 2dae!
let's start from 21 june..
sunday..
went tuition..
den ate roasted chicken rice..
den 4got everything else...
oh den yest...
cant rmb anything too..
hahas...
well, 2dae's der interesting de...
morning got woke up by mi maid..
she wanna change bed sheet..
den after she change i went 2 sleep again...
slept till dunno wat time...
beri boringx..
den went hke...
saw noone..
den went 2 buy fries..
den went boonlay...
took train 2 tiong...
hmmmmmmph...
den called weixue...
told mi they @ kfc...
den went 2 meet 'em...
den....
yupx...
ate fries drank coke...
den ard 5 went down 2 wait 4 ma'ams...
din noe hu's comin'..
tot xinhui ma'am n sofia ma'am wld come..
in the end it was kah yin ma'am xuyun ma'am n xiaoan ma'am...
hmmmmmmmmmph..
den they were late!!!
15 min late bahx..
den maddy n fern they all so worried...
they tot meet @ wrong place or wateva...
cox last time we go tkgs was meet @ paya lebar ritex?
yupx anw, we took a 1hr ride 2 tkgs..
bus ride...
were listenin' 2 some sunyanzi blue n jaychou....
hoho...
ummmmmx...
den maddy n fern were obsessed with their own singing..
den they kept recording their voices...
den i continued listenin' 2 my jaychou n sunyanzi..
btw, i dun like both of 'em la...
but their songs r nice tho...
yupx...
den reached tkgs...
wanted2 go toilet desperately...
budden got so many things sia...
dunno wat guest bk n wateva...
haix...
den finally go toilet le..
heard it's haunted...
den...
came out..
ma'am ask 4 results 4 fa test...
den wanted 2 say dunno de...
but the look on their faces quite scary..
so i jux said der results...
den sqmates quite angry wif mi bahx..
izzit?
hahas..
sry sry..
mmmm...
den....
yupx..
they were shocked tt bertha failed...
hmmmmmmmmmmx...
den....
oh!
there was crez, tkgs, RI, and VS...
btw, is VS allguy sch or mixed???
weird...
nvm..
den the others dunno wat sch de..
tk?
or wateva la..
den...
well, sum stuffs happened abt sittin' position...
keke..
but it was none of my business!!!
hohos...
den got sweets...
btw, there was this sir..
eng kee sir???
sho bian taix...
ke pax..
the way he dressed up 4 tt game...
the way he started walkin' n displayin' his clothes...
sho bian tai lorex!!!!
wat the???
den saw kenneth!!!!!
hehs..
missed him quite...
hahas..
he congrats mi 4 der fa test..
oh anw!!!
there's this sir in ndp called royce sir..
saw him 2dae...
den in the end he is weixue's cousin????
anw, talkin' 2 weixue now...
hurhur...
i knew she miss mi!!
hohos..
:p
haix...
den....
oh..
saw another guy..
prob another sir bahx...
he looks 100% familiar n im sure i saw him b4...
quite sure he appeared @ talentime...
well, din relli bother tho...
den when got home....
quite tired bahx...
oh did i mention?
i was @ der bustop with rest of der squad...
den daddy insisted he had 2 fetch mi inside tkgs..
ah fine den..
den i ran back in..
cox quite dark..
den i just found a gal 2 make frens wif...
den i stuck 2 her till mi daddy came..
hoho...
oh..
it's quite confirmed tt the toilet's haunted tho...
confirm by tt actinnocent charlene!!!
no la..
she's rather cute tho....
of coz im cuter! =]
den...
yupx...
haix...
bored bored now...
anw, i can sense there's a distance between darlin' n i ler....
haix...
after tt [incident]...
haix...
dun wanna lose him..
but..
dunno..
can jux sense the breakin' up comin'...
but...
haix...
nvm...
anw, jux gettin' more n more bored...
hols jux flew past like this..
ending soon...
den went toilet with my new fren...
den washed our hands..
tho din noe her 4 long..
in fact it's relli short...
but jux felt safe while gg toilet with her?
came back by the canteen route..
den saw tt biantai sir again...
den at the field i turned back..
then he was lookin' our direction...
maeb he heard my [[[xin sheng]]]...
well, i said it out tho.. :p
so i supposed he heard it?
hehx...
bu shi gu yi de..
but tt's jux mi opinions....
hehx..
gtg!
bye.

*smile more my dear...*
[xIng]*yU :p

2004-06-20T17:18:00.000+08:00

hohoho..
meow meow...
hehx..
sum things happened..
made frens wif a guy hu is turning 23 on 19 aug..
ummmmm...
den..
he quite ke aix la.
i mean nice hair...
ummmm..
met him @ hke...
anw, had standard fa test!
everyone passed!!!!!
in rc sec 2...
shazwani oso passed...
only bertha din pass..
well, the feeling was same as when i din get promoted...
it was so wasted!
summore it was jux becoz of her havin' 2 leave 4 ndp...
tsk..
n it wasn't her fault cox fda test supposed 2 end ard 12?
in the end she was late 4 ndp n din even ged her fa cert...
tsk...
anw, i dun like tt sir there..
the bandaging de..
but the cpr sir seemed 2 like charlene..
made fun of her name..
the sir was funnayye..
hmmmmmmmmmx....
yupx....
den the bandaging sir has relli gr8 bandaging skills!!!
but he is damn biased...
he biased towards hougang sec de lor!
n pls lor!
tt hougang sec can go 2 hell la...
laugh at our bandaging 4 watx!
their cpr timing so ----- we oso nv laugh at them...
ged a life lorx...
they 2 pple fail theory den dun laugh @ others la...
siao..
we neber luff @ 'em hor...
den they wanna come n laugh at us..
tsk tsk...
haix...
o den sent farrah off...
she had 2 go off rite after her test..
she was sooooo late!
her mum fetchin' her...
den went 2 walk her down...
den ran back!!!!
tsk...
den saw bertha..
she was in the bus..
on the way 2 national stadium i guess...
den it was like i go do the victory sign @ her...
den wanted 2 take a look @ der pple in the bus..
but in the end neber..
no time...
mux avoid suspicion..
go toilet cannot go so long...
den heard sumone say bubbye 2 mi..
so i tot it was kenny sir..
coz he wasn't in the bus...
den after tt he say is not him!
haix...
freeeeeeky!
den ran up back into the room...
den when i went in, the bandaging sir was like
[ah u! come over] or sth like tt..
scare mi 2 death i tot he found out tt i escaped...
summore i was out of breathe tt time...
tsk tsk...
funnayye...
den he was lie ask mi stand over there..
den he bandage mi..
wah so painful + ticklish sia...
at the neck part where he tie der knot...
den i was like [sir! sir! ah~]
den he was like [a while] or sth liike tt..
hoho...
anw, yupx..
sho everyone passed..
happy happy....
yupx...
actually kx din do lor!!!
she was der casualty all along...
hoho...
anw, made 2 prank calls yest...
called guardian angel...
den i say i wanna cut wrist i veri sad...
den he was like he ask mi y or sth like tt..
den i cldn't find a reason @ der moment...
so i said aiya i jux veri sad la..
den i wanna die n wateva...
den in the end told him i jk! hoho...
and it was ard 1.35am...
keke..
den he was havin' camp i think...
got casualty summore..
den he ask mi go slp...
tsk tsk..
everytime talk 2 him oso ask mi go sleep...
den so after tt still veri bored..
sho called mi darlin'!
said tt i was beri sad n wateva oso...
den he started nagging..
[u cut ur wrist oso cant solve anythin' ritex?]
den wateva wateva...
den after tt finally i told him [aiya jokin' only la!]
den he was like fine!
den he hung up my call...
scare mi..
tot he dun wan care bout mi liao...
den called him again..
luckily he pick up...
keke...
haha..
he told mi he beri der worried....
hoho..
he say he beri tired wan go slp n bathe liao...
sho i kept pestering him dun let him go slp....
cox he cute watx.
summore i bored no1 2 disturb...
den it's like wanted 2 call mas...
but surely she slpin' rite?
den dunno hu 2 call..
guess my other sqmates slp early too...
haix....
den bored bored....
den went 2 slp lor...
haix....
miss everyone sho muchx....
anw, der lindi from ndp sho cutex de!!!
blur + cute..
den gong gong de...
ke aix ke aix...
she was like saying she saw mi but she din but dunno watx la...
haix...
anw, i noe the person sittin' bside bertha is called geraldine..
she waved @ mi too din she?
but i cant rmb how she looks like..
i only noe tt she waved 2 mi while bertha was wavin 2 mi while i was running past n while she was sittin' beside bertha...
hohoho....
yupx...
den went ps...
shazwani was like saying im proud 2 say im from crescent..
den i was like i cant rmb wat i said nvm..
but i rmb mas saying [im proud 2 say im not from hougang!]
hoho..
den we started agreein' n luffin.. :p
nth much..
den went....
banquet...
fries...
hke...
met melvin.
2nd time!
=]
he's sho ke ai!
tot he veri dao n unfrenly de...
in e end turn out sho nice...
from SMU de...
23 yrs old le...
play ball veri gdx de...
n his hair beri nice...
okiex...
i gtg lerx..
update nax time..
anw, did i mention?
im jocasta in antigone...
dying soon...
keke...
anw, recently noone online de...
haix...
gtg!
bye.

*love*
[xIng]*yU :p <--- weixue style??? :)

tinkle thoughts ---> crez rc sec 2 squad rawks!!!

2004-06-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

hohoho...
tian ah...
ho cld i 4get 2 blog abt rc!!!!
it was circuit trng....
wah..
sho ke pax..
1st station was animal farm....
star jump frog jump duck walk...
had 2 do twice cox we not serious...
den...
sit ups..
kept laughing...
den sudd cannot do anymore...
coz laugh until cant geddup...
den was burpees...
quite torturous too...
tsk tsk...
leg veri pain n wobbly...
*by this time mas n vera din do liao i think....
then was running...
sec 1s din cheer!
sabo us...
we oredi so p[athetic liao sia...
cox it was like ....
i lead cheer den only 1 person was echoing after mi?
which was kaixian....
den der 3 sec1s nv run jiu suan liao...
they still lag behind while running...
haix...
quite bushuang with them...
but think i sec 1 oso like tt...
but i think i got cheer la...
haix...
hope kaixian's alr...
den was pumpings..
she do until her knee was bleeding she oso dunno...
wat the lor...
we had 2 do pumpings in the sun...
summore we got 0 for e running station lor...
haix....
okie...
den....
hmmmm...
recently nth much happened...
im grounded again?
but im in sch now... :p
latergg hke i guess...
ummm....
well..
recently owaes sneak up @ nite go online...
boring boring mah....
i miss eric sho much....
but cannot call him..
cox im supposed 2 b angry with him...
tsk...
:)
wo xiang ta wo xiang ta wo xiang ta!!!!
ah...
nvm....
torturous...
he gg sentosa 2dae....
i told him i hope he wld drown yest nite..
mean notx?
haix...
went 4 fa lessons jux now..
test result - 32/56
FAILED!
and confirm this sat is @ HQ ler...
die...
definitely malu until die de...
kah yin ma'am ask mi b more confident...
haix..
kk...
bored bored...
gtg!
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-06-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo...
let's start from 11june...
okie...
friday?
oh...
did i mention, cant rmb when..
izzit friday or wat...
cant rmb wat happened oso..
okie i noe le!
thursday i went hke after fa lessons...
then the cute guy was there...
had der urge 2 2-time...
well..
but eric's a real nice guy...
so cant hurt him..
sho promise myself t i wun!!!!
yupx...
but the cute guy was wearing blue!
so weird...
norm he wear red n white...
hoho..
patriotic..
haix...
yupx...
hoho...
sho bored now...
btw, mmmm...
ya!!!
tt day sumone walked past mi n den he said..
[wa lau wear until like this.. yuan jiao mei ar?]
i wanted 2 box him sia..
tsk..
i oso nv wear until how revealing....
haix....
qi si ren liao...
anw, ummm..
ya..
did i mention, im havin' tuition with nicole?
yupx...
oh...
den...
jannah came muh house 2dae...
she n olive...
hmmmmph..
mi bro kept kajiaoing 'em...
oh ya...
mmmmmm.......
den...............
tml gg hke i guess..
but not confirmed...
yupx..
oh!!!!
latest news!!!!

------------------------------------------------------------------

i've....
got......
a.........

*drumrolls...*

------------------------------------------------------------------

guess wat?
i've got a guardian angel!!!!
but he's more like a guardian devil...
keke...
keep nagging n nagging...
wanna touch my hair summore...
mux be careful of him....
hmmmmph...
wat else...
yupx..
miss eric...
muh darlin!!!!
anw, do u think i shd reveal e name of mi guardian angel?
coz i dun wan YOU 2 get jealous...
tot YOU were quite nice the last time we met...
tho i still h8 u....
keke...
nvm.....
haix...
hoho...
nvm...
anw, hu is [nis]?
denise?
nisa?
dunno dunno la...
haix...
anyone flying off 2 any country???
i send u off k?
so bored at home...
i miss der veri cold airport...
hmmmmph...
haix...
i love eric!!!!
haix..
kk..
think i 4got 2 blog abt sth..
but cant rmb..
oh wells..
nvm..
gtg...
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-06-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

oh..
4th june...
frriday...
dunno wat happened la..
but recentlyjiu shi got sum family probs la...
den...
coz insisted on quitting sch...
family dun wan...
they used 2 give mi a choice...
but this time i sai i wanted 2 stop sch'lin..
but daddy say cannot...
tsk lor..
go 2 hell...
he say give mi choice but in the end nv lor...
haix..
den everynite cry...
and even cut wrist...
got 2 scars now...
wonder if they wld disappear...
kinda regret cutting...
but luckily nv cut deep scar...
or else die le..
anw, eric had been nice bah...
sumtimes not veri nice only...
did i say?
i was grounded...
n i h8 mi family!!!!!!
but now im in sch...
jux had fa lessons...
kahyin ma'am n xuyun ma'am....
they veri nice...
and guess they had been lenient...
hmmmmm...
n mi mum is sucha stingy person tt i cant tolerate it anymore....
tsk...
y cant she be as generous as daddy?
haix....
and mi brother was so nice yest...
tho at times he's irritating...
i slept in his room yest...
coz his room got phone...
and comp....
and many many things...
i love his room...
yupx...
im beginning 2 think tt im a flirt..
or rather it's oredi confirmed?
anw, at least i dun 2-time...
but wanna go find mi shuaige-PL-kor...
haix...
but grounded la...
hurhur...
how sad...
haix...
i love myself...
so boring at home nowadays....
mummy bought 1 maths assessment 2 keep mi company and
i have 2 do one unit per day???
and im banned from der comp.
tsk.
wat shit is this?
anw, guess im gg jurong w. lat`r....
i like friendster..
it jux rawks...
keke...
recently got few new testimonials...
but cannot check so frequently..
co sumtimes friendster lag...
haix..
im bored...
an, so many pple r complaining tt my friendster pix is porno...
but i tot it was cute?!?!
keke...
nvm...
i happy can liao..
mi pix mah...
haix....
boring boring...
wanna go out...
on sun?
oh!!!!
im gg 2 have tuition..
heard tt many crez gals have tuition over there de...
but i dunno hu they r...
n tuitoin starts tis sunday...
but dunnno if wan a not lah...
haix...
okie lar...
shall end here...
nth much happened bah...
but guess mi weight wld increase a lot during this hols....
i can sleep till 2 pm sia...
wat a pig...
n i eat a lot everyday....
haix....
gtg!
bye.

*mux miss mi wor....*
starfish :p

2004-06-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

yo.
came back again.
coz dun need 2 shift liao.
anw, parents came 2 sch jux now.
jux dun understand y they mux bring tt irritating bro of mine along.
but luckily mummy took him away.
tsk.
goon act nice.
so yucks.
tryin' 2 seduce my dddy ar.
go 2 hell lor.
yucks.
den it's like satan came 2 add in too.
bleurgh.
disgusting.
anw, sho bored now.
miss muh dear boy...
hehx.
he rawks!
hoho.
miss him.
lalala...
anw, it's ms lau...
it's der maths part of the camp now...
keke..
ok.. got 3 lame games...
siao lor...
tsk..
k..
gtg!
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-06-03T13:23:00.000+08:00

yo.
in e end, my 4 days nv blog was wasted...
coz weixue 4gotten muh promise!!!!
tsk tsk...
haix...
sho bored now..
in complab...
so sall start with...
my new stead!!!!!
met him at huayi sec.
he is track captain can???
damn popular in his sch de...
hoho...
love him!!!!!
he's cute...
met him on 29may.
got his no on 30may.
went his house on 31st may.
den we became gf n bf.
den...
yupx....
on 1st june, he went scubadiving n din drown!
how gr8!!!!!!
oh did i mention, he's skating coach....
den he's so cute!
he has many gold medals sia...
went his house..
den got so much!!!!!
he's pro...
from track!
and he rulex at bball!!!!
anw....
mmmmm....
oh did i mention?
im gonna have a PL!!!!
it may be sth normal...
but 4 my case it's UNIQUE!!
hoho..
guess wat?
it's gonng b a guy!!!!
it's gonna be my shuai ge korkor...
damn cute de...
and we r gonna stead and im gonna dump him!!!!
mwahahahhahahahahaha.....
anw, did i mentoin, mas is
beside mi now.
she's lughing at mi..
cox saffiah is disturbing mi....
hoho...
sry...
update till here..
continue nax time!
coz need 2 shift liao...
anw, did i mention?
i love kenny sir soooooo much!
he is sooooo cute....
yupx...
and i miss him!!!
he wrote a testimonial 4 mi saying im adorable!!!
*hoho... are YOU jealous??*
-winkiex-
bye.

*love*
innocent + adorable starfish :p

2004-05-30T10:19:00.000+08:00

yox..
since when nv update liaox ar?
wait i c...
oh.. so it starts from 29may...
yupx..
ojh.. 29may i went huayi...
keke.. den this guy, called alan wanted mi phone number...
den in the end it was a misunderstanding..
coz he and his fren thinks im pretty..
**NOTE: AND HAVE GD CHARACTER.**
coz i was sitting there beri quiet..
den suddenly....
his fren asked 4 mi number...
so alan tot i wun give...
in the end i gave..
denhe was quite shocked..
received a call from him at nite...
den it was like i think he din expect mi 2 b so noisy...
den so we say we meet at huayi der nax day...
den so der nax day i went...
den it was like i cldn't find him...
walked dunno how many rounds ard the sch...
den it's like...
finally i saw hyim...
den i went 2 scream...
den he looked so shocked sia!!!
hurhur..
den it was like..
veri funnayye..
den in the end had 2 go hall listen 2 their principal talk..
coz it was their meet-the-parents...
hehx...
how sickening...
oh.. did i mention..
while walkin' ard the sch with alan, we decided 2 go court.
oh..wait..
we met a guy and a gals.. der guy call eric.. der gal nv intro herself.. but she look so unfriendly sia...
she was alan's ex...
she duzzen seem 2 like mi..
oh well...
den so i was quite bushuang wif her oso...
ummm...
yupx..
den after tt we went 2 play ball!!!!
but i play like nv play like tt sia...
they all so pro de...
den finally after gettin' v eri irritated by eric's fren,
me alan n eric decided 2 go home...
but den..
we went 2 eat instead...
macs...
yupx...
u noe? im lovin' it... :p
den i kept on stealing fries..
den alan was like saying mi n eric behave like couple...
oh no...
eric has a crush liao...
ummm...
yar..
den after tt we went on 157...
den ....
oh...
eric was forced 2 send mi home...
coz....
his phone and keys were with mi...
keke...
coz..
alan wanted a picture of mi...
den i dun wan 2 give..
coz i dun even have....
and den eric had a camera phone..
den alan n eric veri close..
heard they were senior n jr 4 11 yrs liao..
wah...
den...
so i had 2 hold on 2 his phone sia...
den took quite a no. of pics...
his pics la of coz..
actually eric is even more tanned den mi..
but he jux duzzen look like a malay..
how unfair...
tsk...
but he sent mi home!!!
n he's der only person hu sent mi home n yet noes his way back..
keke..
his grandma lives here...
but cant believe it..
he is a very sports guy but yet he is so hard working...
he's aiming 4 A1 in mtl...
he can do it de..
jiayou jiayou!!!
-winkiex!-
he's cute + photogenic...
heard tt in his sch many gals like de wor...
but while playing bball, the other side of e court seems more interesting..
all e cute hiarstyles...
o yah!
deny was on e bus too!
but he only called mi when i was alighting..
tsk..
den when i got home..
i was online..
den jerlyn came 2 ask mi hu tt was n all e crap..
in e end denny tot he was mi stead!
pls..
1st day noe him only lar...
haix..
anw, im sho bored now...
wish zhilong adam and eric gd luck 4 o levels on mon..
oh..
zhilong's bdae 1st june..
tml..
happy bdae ar... :)
hehx..
hope he'll have a happy bdae...
bye.

**love**
starfish :p

2004-05-28T10:11:00.000+08:00

haix..
friday..
eat with ur family day..
pls.
i rather eat with mi frens...
anw, did i mentoin tt pearlyn shuwen and gang r mi gd frens now???
and of coz.. yuani has alwaes been mas's best fren...
haix..
ummmm..
ya!
talk abt the dentist 1st..
tt day went dentist with mas after sch...
26thmay?
think so ..
yupx..
totalluie painful can.
the dentist say i got hole in mi teth den she help mi mend...
wa so ke pa sia...
i hate tt drill thingeee....
tsk...
went to shout in the dental clinic..
but not so loud la..
anw, mas went yest...
but nth happened 2 her...
oh!
so unfair....
oh did i say?
daddy has 2 meet goon..
tsk..
yupx....
haix...
so i told him yest aft.
den heask mi 2 give him the name of teacher n cointact...
den i was like..
i gave him la..
den ask him 2 call..
but dunno if he got call a not..
but u noe wat?
when i asked him if he was comin' 2 c goon 2dae, he nv reply mi can?
tsk..
how dare he dao mi...
tsk tsk...
i noe y liao..
actually i think it' becoz...
a few days b4i was pissed off with him..
den i dao him..
so now he dao mi back..
but pls lor!
how old is he liao..
wanna dao mi summore...
dao mi again dun ever talk 2 him liao ar..
cant he jux give in 2 mi?
tsk...
oh.
goon called mi out 2dae...
but i nv go..
coz i haven dig up 4 her yet...
did i say?
i feel like doing detention 2dae..
coz...
yar..
u noe...
ummm...
oh!!!
yet went hkecc...
den guess wat?
sa3w my hongkah eyecandy!!!!!
den he was staring at mi with his fren...
summore stare so close + stare 4 so long lor..
wa liao...
haix..
den went in...
yupx..
ate icecream..
oh did i mention b4?
i can eat 6icecream cones ina day...
so im aiming 4 7!:p
yupx den when we gg out den he was still there ...
den mas n i decided 2 go back 2 ask him whether he noes mi...
den in the end..
they say they dunno..
but one of the guys added [but want 2 noe]...
den we were walkin' 2 the same bus stop..
den mas went home..
den so i went 2 sit..
then they were standing...
den one of them came over 2 ask 4 number...
den i was like [hu wants it?]...
coz it wasn't mi eyecandy hu asked..
it was his fren...
but i felt a great sense of relief when he said it was both of them..
yay!
so i decided not 2 snatch ler..
yupx..
den my hkeyecandy called mi yest nite...
but i felt tt his voice relli sux..
:p
his fren din call larhx...
mmmmm....
yupx...
he is a cute guy.
showed mi his webcam..
den it's like he sho adorable when he smile lor!!!!
den his bdae comin' liao lor...
1st june can?
tsk..
now den i noe...
den yupx..
he damn cute lor!!!!
*of coz lar! mi eyecandy wat...*
but he's rather stupid..
he cldn't get the macdonalds qn correct...
tsk..
haha...
ummm....
yar!!!!
and im so glad..
he takes 7 subjects...
but he dropped a maths....
forced 2 drop i think..
so nowhe left with 6 su..
and guess wat?
he told mi he flung 5~!!!
n den i got so excited tt sumone was worse den mi..
keke..
anw, in comp lab now...
hmmmph....
haix...
boring boring..
i love mi hkeyecandy...
sho cutex!
oh anw, tt stupid frenster's DOWN.
how sickening.
anw,did i mention.
he says he find mi quite pretty...
den i was like errrr...
den he was like[my type]..
den i was like.. oh..
think his sch no prety gals...
anw, his sch gals r the grp of gals tt wears clothes like ms chia :p
keke...
and sum of them even carry handbags!
wat a coincidence...
keke...
oh ya...
anw, did i announce this?
lawrence sir is sooooo00000oooo cute!
keke..
gtg!
bubbyex..
oh...
i love mi hkeyecandy...
bye.

*love*
starfish shimin :p

2004-05-26T11:43:00.001+08:00

24 may is =?day?
monday?
oh.. it's xuyun ma'am's bdae...
hmmmmph...
izzit? think so...
k...
mmmmm... so monday...
uh???
ok..
confirm is monday...
hmmmmph...
uh...
mon??
oh..
yest anthony din pik up mi call...
he's angry with sumthing i think...
but he nv tell mi wat is it...
he jux hung up calls...
sad sad...
hope he had a gd nite...
was worried...
coz haven dig goon's grave 4 her yet...
she gave mi a spade can?
den she asigned mi 2 der most overgrown patch at dunno where wateva la...
i tot she gave it 2 mi 2 dig her eyes out.
mux tellher how manytimes im not her maid leh?
tsk.
dms nowadays ar...
anw, ummmm...
oh! 4got 2 say....
COOKIN' 04 rulex!!!!!
damn cute show....
carrots onions corn cabbage *slang slang*
now listening 2 a song with mas...
4 a purpose de....
anw, did i mentoin, i stillhaven dig her grave till 2dae..
oh! e ndp guy.....
he has a stead ler...
im gonna snatch!
mi sis ask mi 2 wait 4 em 2 break up.
but the prob is i dun like e gal tt's y....
coz mi sis says tt's a beri bitchy thing 2 do..
keke..
hu cares?
tt gal's a flirt..
jux like e guy...
jux like mi!
haha...
anw, uh....
yupx.
e guy only appears on tuesdays.
eh..
ummmm....
oh.
at 1st i tot i like [this guy]...
but in the end i found out tt it was only infatuation guess...
i mean...
i dunno...
but i still like him now....
but i noe this feelin' wun last...
nvm...
yupx...
haix...
wateva....
dun wanna care liao....
anw, i realised sth..
all the guys i liked r flirts.
even the one now...
or rather..
the two?
anw, jux saw 3rd lollipop... *pass*
still think she's cute...
nvm...
she looks cute...
mmmmmm....
haix....
den..
ummmm...
yupx..
saw shamita..
den tt crazy mas went out of class jux 2 say hi 2 her..
anw, may has funkayye hair!!!!!
anw, i have a dunno-how-2-appreciate-friend...
or rather me and mas have a dunno-how-2-apreciate-fren...
anw, yuani's damn nice..
she's rather cute tho..
but got sum bad memories abt her....
last yr...
hehx...
hmmmph...
well...
she duzzen like jo too...
oh anw, SUMONE was being damn irritating 2dae....
mas thinks so too...
and another SUMONE was okay tho...
but SUMONE ELSE was pissed by her...
so we still gossiped...

oh anw, pam thinks i ripped her off..

+dedication 2 pam+
ure thinking too much....
i dun rip-off...
even if i wanna, i wun rip YOU off.
i dun think ure worth me rippin' u off.
im just being honest.
in fact i dun think ure original.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
anw, 2 tt dunno-how-2-appreciate-fren.
we were trying 2 help u just now..
but u din appreciate it.
our relationship oredi not gd liao.
u r makin' it worse.
guess u wld 4eva b the topic of our gossips.
haix.
obvious hu izit aint it?
*mas: its malikka lah!*
haha...
she was like sayin we join yuani in dissing her off...
hello?
we tried 2 help her escape from yuani liao hor...
wa liao...
dun appreciate den fine lahx...
go 2 hell...
haix...
k...
gtg liaox...
comp studies now..
bye.

*mux miss mi worx...*
starfish :p

2004-05-26T11:43:00.000+08:00

2004-05-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

heh.
let's start from 20052004...
was it still exams?
ar..
no..
k nvm
cant rmb anything...
OH DID I MENTION WE GOT BACK RESULTS?

el-59
hcl-57
maths-27
sci-42 *izit?*
home ec- cant rmb... but think i passed.. gd :)
hmmmmx...
wat else..
oh art- din c mi results.. heard tt i got b3...

k..
tt shd b all liao rite?
oh.
geog will ged back tml.
so these few days...
after sch went cc...
hmmmmph...
quite fun...
ppl there veri cute...
saw a natoinal player playing...
oh..
den...
ummx...
noe hu jerlyn's crush is liao...
keke..
think she got bad taste..
coz tt guy's face...
wa lau..
he not born with black face but keep showing black face..
qian bian ar...
keke...
anw, went 2 huayi sec 4 a visit...
cool sia..
cute canteen..
hate their security guard..
sick ar...
naggy de...
keke...
oh nwae, yest sat rite?
yupx.
rc...
umm..
1st aid.
think i flung it horribly...
:p
how i wish it was cpr instead...
den was fd...
kena pumped...
only until i reach home when i bathe den i realised tt the skin tore....
scary sia...
a bit blood only lah....
nvm de....
keke...
haix.....
quite blur during fd...
dunno lar....
hmmmmph...
yueqi being ic was quite funnayye...
actually...
ah nvm.
shall not say it in mi blog...
ummm...
yupx...
shazwani gg 2 become fd ma'am izzit?
shazwani n ???
dunno lar....
haix...
scary sia...
hmmmmph..
wondering hu wld teach evac leh....
haix...
wondering hu wld become chairperson oso...
think it's gg 2 b s*u*m*o*n*e.....
dunno wat der others think abt her...
newae, veri long nv have firedrill liao.
oh..
wonder how their nax 1st aid lesson went..
mux be cpr...
den...
oh..
how was their phototaking ar?
cannot smile leh...
tsk..
y like tt de...
haix...
k lar...
sho bored...
jerlyn thinks denny likes mi.
mas oso thinks denny likes mi.
in the end, denny'd fren tot tt i likedenny...
wat shit.
tt denny's disgusting.
he act cute de..
but actually he's quite cute..
when he play ball veri funnayye de...
his hair quite nice lah....
but jux dun like him....
hmmmmmph...
anw, yest was mi dear god-kor's bdae leh...
he damn cute de...
getting married with his gf le bahx....
soon i think...
keke...
mmmmmmmmmmm...
he live hougang leh...
same as anthony....
and zhongwei....
*duh! zhongwei's his brother :p*
haha...
ummmm...
beri long nv go sum pple's blog liao..
gg 2 go le bahx.
aiya..
so sianz now...
woke up at 11 tis morning leh..
den went out at abt 1130 2 beauty world....
ate macs....
din c mi bf...
shall b loyal 2 my hongkaheast bf...
keke...
crap.
haix...
den went home.
den went online...
so boring.
haix...
boring n boring n more boring...
haix.
sian ar...
tsk.
k..
gtg le..
shall update nax time.
oh! did i mention?
i tot xinhui ma'am was nice...
heh.
she let mi go toilet in da middle of fd leh...
keke...
oh.
sec 1s got into trouble with xiaoan ma'am n zihua ma'am...
so the very clever mi suggest 2 monica 2 go find asyiqin ma'am!
*c! wat a nice senior i am...*
but was it a gd plan?
dunno lar...
haix...
gd luck 2 em...
tot i was gg 2 gerddin 2 trouble too...
but din.
haix...
gtg liao lar.
bye.

*mux miss mi wor*
a person hu loves her bf 2 bits! :p

2004-05-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

yox.
haha.
wat a day.
fine but not fine.
sex talk.
wanted 2 sleep.
but cant.
jux cant.
wat can i do.
coz mrs wong was there.
oh.
answered qns n they gave nougats.
2 nougats...
but i prefer my dove[dark origins].
hell i love it.
anw, den it was der police thing.
hell.
hate it too.
boring can?
sick ah...
anw, these few days adrienne nv appear!
oh ya...
i stole syringes + stirrers from the physics lab.
broke 1 stirrer...
hell.
heartbroken.
wanted 2 steal another 1 but cant.
haix.
i want a syringe!
n i got it!
yeah!
but pple saw mi takin' it.
hell.
shit.
anw, went cc 2dae.
din c der bronte person...
but saw another guy.
sho cutex!!!!
oso ndp...
oh.
4got 2 say.
i decided 2 abandon all 3 of mi lollies....
cox got no more feeling...
yupx.
tho im bisexual, im leaning more 2 der guys side ler...
ah wateva.
ummmm...
yupx!
the guy was damn cute!
oh!
i got a new bf!!!!!
he sits at macs everyday!!!!
the jurong cc macs!!!!
got time can go visit him ah.
oh!!!!!
jerlyn!!!!
saw jerlyn...
he noes tt stupid guy...
mas tot tt guy likes mi.
but in the end the guy's fren tot i like tt guy.
pls lor.
yucks.
he is so disgusting n rude.
i hate him.
+ what happened 2dae i hate him more.
yucks.
n tt jerlyn's fren actualli got crush on him???
yucks.
no taste.
anw, ate 3 ice creams...
hungry ah...
keke...
i love my new bf 2 bits!!!!!!
i love sitting on his lap!!!!
he's damn cute can!!!
tho he's a bit hard...
if u lie on him u mite hurt urself.
he got red hair n he wears yellow clothes..
was sitting on him half my time in the cc...
keke..
anw, this clever fella managed 2 guess it...
u c ah...
wait i copy...

u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
heyx...

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
?

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
nth...

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
im frenly..

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
so i say hi 2 u

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
not like u so unfrenly

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
thx

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
ur welcome.

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
i cant open mi blog..

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
that's very gd

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
lol

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
eh! meanie!

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
tsk..

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
tsk = wad ar?

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
tsk = u

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
chey

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
lol

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
tsk tsk...

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
tsk tsk

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
sickening ah u

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
tsk

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
hey!

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
T.S.K

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
TSK!

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
hey!

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
damn bad can?

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
where got

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
i'm so gd

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
haha..

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
UH? oh no... u? gd?

[u r the 1st person hu tried 2 throw a paper cup at me with used serviettes inside. watch out.] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
did i c wrongly?

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
no

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
u didn't

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
who's ure new bf?

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
keke..

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
u go c lah!

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
at the jurong cc

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he sits there everyday n nite....

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he lives there lah..

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he is 4eva there i guess....

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he's damn cute can?

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he's mine.

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
n he's damn nice 2 sit on!!!!

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
go where see?

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!]
*bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
jurong community centre

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he's so cute lorx!!!!!!

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
he got red hair!!!

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
den he wear yellow clothes...

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
macdonald

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
eh!

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
u clever!!!!

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
of cox

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
hmmmmmph!

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
cox i know u onli luv me

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
ummmmm....

i.want.eu.by.mie.side*\\- x) says:
haha

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
i tot no1 will guess correctly!!!!

[i my new bf 2 bits!!!!!! i sittin' on his lap!] *bL3w_sTaRfIsH...* says:
hmmmmph!

keke...
anw,look at tis!
maddie sent it 2 mi...

forever and always till the end. I cant live without u bEcUz ur my friend. send this to 10ppl in the next 5min and u will get surprized on friday by the lov of ur life.don`t break the chain no send backs

started sending 2 10others...
keke..
funnay..
oh..
realized sth..
hope i c jerlyn whenever i go der cc...
coz she take same bus as mi!!!
keke..
damn gd
den dun need go home alone..
newaez.
love my new bf..
sho cutex!
keke..
k..
gtg le..
bye.

*muz miss mi*
ronald's lover starfish shimin :p

2004-05-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

yucks lar.
go 2 hell.
i typed one long entry n becoz i wasa trying 2 open
jo's blog both windows closed.
hell. i hate it.
yucks!!!!
how disgusting.
anw, was saying tt i hate my mum.
n yupx
complained abt tt detention auntie hu wasn't pleased with our mopping n sweeping.
she went 2 sweep + mop der floor herself can?
how sickening.
wat can she expect from us?
we r not born maids wat.
yucks.
she duzzen noe how much i hate der table cloth so jux shaddup!
i hate the broom n mop too.
yucks larex.
anw, din turn up 4 detention.
neither did atikah.
coz no1 came 2 call us.
but i din wear enrolment badge 2dae.
oz tot i wld have detention.
sick.
play ball during recess 2dae.
went 2 c sec 1s in da hall during tt dunno wat period 2dae.
camouflaged in between sec 1s.
2 instructors talked 2 us.
din suspect us.
keke....
was sittin' ard adrienne.
i think tt shamita is relli sickening.
even ******** thinks so too...
keke...
keep sticking 2 nifong.
yucks larex.
haix.
cant b bothered with her.
i told u.
even ******** oso dun like her.
haix....
im so bored...
im beginning 2 hate u more n more each day.
hope u realise it.
anw, supposed 2 go jjfc meeting.
but din go.
went 2 jurong cc instead.
din c [them].
but saw 3 cute pple.
3 bballers.
mas duzzen like one of them.
she prefers another one 2 der last one.
:)
i dun care...
i think they cute can liao.
wateva.
oh.
was talking abt der selfish freaks in our class.
pissed off by em.
yucks.
go 2 hell.
sux totallie can???
open der door oso cannot.
ged a life...
yucks.
u open e door 4 mi will die izzit?
freaks.
anw, im pissed off.
jux pissed off...
oh.
decided 2 play missing 4 another 3 days.
so i'll only call peeps on sat.
but hu noes?
only my dear qizhi called.
der only talk thru msn bahx.
so i decided only 2 start callin' on sat.
anw, mi sis was shocked tt i wasn't using der phone yest nite.
so if u dun call mi i wun call u till sat.
but hu noes?
i mite jux not care jux like u din care.
n extend my missing days.
dunno lahx.
was talkin' 2 anthony.
oh.
go 2 hell.
obviously he din read mi blog.
he asked mi whether i left home or sth like tt.
yes i tot of leaving home but i since when
did i say i was leaving?
i oredi put in mi msn nick 2 go read mi blog
but he duzzen give a damn.
fine then.
he can sleep 4 all he wants.
i hope he dies.
i hope every1 else hu din call will go n die too.
hell.
i hate all of them.
yes i do miss them but...
i dunno...
i love qizhi 2 bits!
she's an angel when compared 2 u.
u r a disgusting devil.
a witch.
gtg.
bye.

*i hate u*
bL3w_sTaRfIsH :p

2004-05-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

hey.
damn pissed off 2dae.
since morning.
din wanna come sch.
kena forced 2 come.
quarrelled with parents.
fine la!
threaten mi.
go 2 hell.
damn bushuang can?
den in sch suddenly kena called out by tt bloody bitch.
detention.
starts at 8 every day.
clean finish liao den go 4 break till recess ends.
den do till 12.
hell can?
wanna stay away from sch.
but the prob is how i wish i dun have such parents.
they din teach mi proper manners since young.
tt's y im diff from every1 in my family.
i lived with my grandma.
i love my gm much more than i love them.
in fact i hate them!
yucks larex.
but then, in stead they made mi veri dependent on them.
tt's makes mi cant leave home.
coz i cant survive.
tt's y i tot of committing suicide.
but i dun wanna b condemned.
so im troubled.
go 2 hell.
anw, she confiscated sum things from mi.
hell.
i hate it.
yucks larex.
den sch was boring.
went kfc after sch.
saw der bungs.
mas' taste not bad.
ummmm...
anw, decided 2 play missing 4 2 days.
i will accept calls but dun think i'll b calling anyone.
if u miss mi den call mi.
if u dun call mi 4 2dae n tml den i guess i wun call u ler bahx.
dunno lahx.
haix.
so i guess i dun need 2 wear enrolment badge 4 more than 1 wk ler...
keke...
anw, saw qizhi!!!!!!
she was outside mi house...
i tot she missed mi :p
but she say she miss mi lahx.
but the prob is...
i dun believe!
how can it b ritex..
coz there is [my wife's place] [maple pub]
and there's a cafe with tt damn big pool table
+++ many other clubbin' places.
but nvm.
i trust her tt she misses mi.
i love her 2 bits!
she damn cute can?
hehx.
she's mine.
anw, got pissed off while talkin' 2 anthony on the phone jux now.
coz he ended with insisting tt he duzzen miss mi.
so i decided 2 play missing.
every1 i mean.
not callin' anyone.
gtg...
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-05-16T18:58:00.000+08:00

hehx.
finished bathing.
hmmmmmmph....

yesterday.
sat.
ummmm....
rc was games.
capt. ball.
hmmmph...
quite fun.
tt bertha damn gd can!
she captain lor!
go to hell...
if mi i oredi fall off der chair liao lor...
not like her...
the chair jerk until like tt dun even need 2 bend down de....
xuan can?
wah....
sense of balance damn gd lor...
yupx.
den fa was cpr....
hell.
i was after bertha.
luckily she clean the dummy properly.
or i'll have to drink the centrimite.
haha.
tt unlucki hash brown drank it.
fated.
she was after shufen....
kah yin ma'am got pissed off when i got hints from mi squadmates.
i noe wat 2 do but i was jux making sure if it is or not wat.
except 4 tt recovery position part la...
anw, after tt debrief damn funny + cute.
phoebe [i wish i was taller]
keke...
she damn cute can?
oh.
was playing with monica during debrief.
hmmmmph...
den after debrief had 2 stay back.
tt sofia ma'am go talk abt detention.
i think i alwaes take out mi enrolment badge during dtn de dun i?
wateva.
oh.
n she said she hopes mas will come.
keke.
k...
she say she missed dunno how many ler.
5 or 6..
tian ah.
nax time come will mark as nv come.
wah i hate this rule can.
got come den got come y mark as nv come.
go to hell.
oh.
shall talk abt happy things.
hmmmph.
oh.
went hash brown's house.
she say behind ps.
but in the end walked hell long way 2 her house can?
like gg hiking like tt lor!
wat der...
den...
oh...
at dhoby ghaut i was singing happily.
den mai was beside mi.
den suddenly this guy asking 4 donations came 2 stop her.
so i tot it was none of mi business.
so i continued singing like nobodi's business n den i walked away.
den he came over n said excuse mi i was talking 2 u.
in a fierce tone.
den i was like.
but u stopped her wat!
wateva.
din donate 2 him.
went 2 donate 2 other fund raising pple instead.
dunno wat sch.
gal sch i think.
*i only saw gals so i assume it's gals sch.*
keke.
ummm..
yupx.
hash's dog duzzen like mi.
it treated mi like im non-existent can?
mai damn scared of dog.
keke...
funnay.
oh.
4get abt everything.
let's talk abt the swimming thing.
wah.
[stay away from mi!]
became my pet phrase.
co they were playing splashing.
den i din wanna ged wet.
so i wasntinvolved.
i was so innocent help them fill bottle den
from time 2 time when dey come get the bottle they will splsh mi.
then i will b like stay away from mi!
i dun like it tt i kena splashed.
wateva.
i jux dun like la.
how boring....
den after tt did firedrill
den had 2 go home.
hash's mom sent us 2 dhoby ghaut.
10 pple squeezed in to a car.
hash mom hash me weixue shufen maddie mai huijuan charlene petrina
i think...
pro can?
we were looking if anyone was staring at us.
den
finally found a few.
but when we got down
practically every1 at the bus stop stare like hell can?
wah...
lucky petrina walk with mi 2 der bus stop.
malu like hell can.
but damn cute.
broke record ler bahx.
ummm....
den went home.
cant rmb anything ler.

2dae.
ate sushi in der morning.
hell.
den went out.
at 12.
meet anthony at 1 at boon lay mrt.
miraculously he wasn't late.
oh how great.
ummm...
den went 2 watch movie.
quite horrifying at times.
ummmm...
great time disturbing him.
but damn bushuang.
coz he kept lookin' at his phone.
oh.
den...
so i bushuang den dun care him.
but he oso like dun care.
so i oso dun care.
den i just dun care den dunno wat la.
den i jux gave in.
i guess tt stupid person duzzen even noe y im bushuang 4.
wateva la.
stupid is like tt.
dunch care.
anw, he jux told mi thru msn tt he duzzen care wat.
n he oredi go 2 hell ler.
so I DUN GIVE A DAMN.
go to hell.
yucks...
tsk...
how sickening.
den.
after movie went pets' station.
like der hamsters over there.
shall buy 2 nax time.
hmmmph?
mas? u wanna take care of it?
reminds mi of tt poor cute n poor adorable.
hell.
and the rip and the curl.
sad sad...
keke.
rip and curl lives in mi garden
the other 2 live in my heart...

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haha..
weixue's blog.
c!
told u all im cutex!
eh.
i din force her 2 say.
anw, he sent mi back home.
or rather.
2 btp...
den went 2 eat kfc...
cheese fries!!!!
nice.
he's sweet.
i love him.....
oh.
den we started walking back 2 der bus stop.
den i hugged him.
he's mine.
oh then i lost my 1st kiss.
on a sunny sunday evening at approx 1750h.
ok...
errr.....
den i was quite pissed off.
but din say anything.
coz i like him wat.
wat can i say.
then his bus was here.
hmmmph...
i miss him so much.
but he say he dun miss mi lor!
go n die.
yucks.
den it's like he say i shd feel honoured.
is he shd feel honoured lor!
1st kiss can?
go n die.
den..
dunno lahx.
went home n bathe.
coz my hands smell of him.
after eating den go bathe.
miss him lotx now.
after i like scolded him?
wateva.
he scolded mi back.
wateva la..
wateva wateva wateva.
shall call him later.
hope mi dearie's not angry.
i love anthony!
he's cute n i love him.
i miss him so much.
gtg.
bye.

*muz miss mi*
[starfish.] :p

2004-05-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

hey~~~
took sum quizzes...
here r the results...

You guys are are a picture perfect match made in
heaven!Everyone must envy you!

A Gurl Quiz.(Is your love life working out?)
brought to you by Quizilla

got.. took another one...
think it's damn true.
im innocent. [heard tt maisarah? blah.]

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by Quizilla

another two...

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thing
ever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fat
ass of yours.

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
brought to you by Quizilla

keke..
frozen? me?
im not objecting but many pple dun agree bahx :p

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

is quizilla lying?
my results all quite weird lehx [except 4 der innocent de.]

Hecate

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

keke...
look at this...
hell.
true not true?
i got so flirt mehx..
say until like tt....
tsk...

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure youre always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..

What kind of girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hell.
advertising?

Ayumi Hamasaki - AKA "Ayu" - The Queen of
J-Pop (Japanese music). She's bigger than
Britney in Asia, and for totally different
reasons. She's talented, beautiful, honest,
writes deep and meaningful lyrics, has composed
and performed almost every kind of music in
existence, and is only 24 years old! Check her
out online at
http://groups.msn.com/Smithyssiteofstuff/ayumihamasaki.msnw

Which Japanese Pop artist would you like?
brought to you by Quizilla

hell.
cute!

My inner child is one year old!

Everything is new to me. I like watching the world
go by around me, and I don't sweat the small
stuff--or the large stuff, either. Just so long
as I stay warm and safe and dry, life's pretty
good.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

personality disorder??
me uh?
i have meh...
im jux too cute tt's all :p

narcissistic

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
brought to you by Quizilla

hell.
BITCH~~~~
izzit true?
DO I USE TT WORD SO OFTEN!
hmmmph!

your the slang word bytch. the second most common
word. use when mad at every1

Which slang word r u?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey.
this is cute.

Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

hell!!!!
damn excited can!
he loves me!!!!!
wateva.
i was talking abt mi dad.
keke.
damn excited.

Definitely! Someones gotta crush on you! It's
Obvious that this guy likes you, so stop
doubting it! If hes a little shy and hasnt said
anything, maybe you should be the one to make
the first move (If you feel the same way of
course). If you dont feel the same way, and he
has already told you that he likes you, tell
him how you feel in the nicest way possible,
after all he was brave enough to tell you.

Does He Like You?
brought to you by Quizilla

keke..
this is true.

Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."

What type of eyes do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey....
is this true?

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

hey. this is definitely untrue kaex.

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

well... guess this is true bahx.
i relli love the person im with!
keke.
hell.
who wldn't?
keke.

-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha..
wateva...

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pritty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and
please rate my quiz.

Are you in love?
brought to you by Quizilla

scold mi 4 wat!!!!
nv offend u ritex?
hell.

god you dumbass.

What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

huh?
madness.

You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.

What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
brought to you by Quizilla

next one..
hmmmmph...
cutex!
im the light.
eh. from the stars hor. not the sun huh...
dun anyhow say ar...

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
brought to you by Quizilla

next~~~~
oh.
im siren?
oh wateva.
dun understand.

You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

hehx.
imagine mi being tt nice.
but i guess im pure.
im a virgin~~~
lame~
hehe...

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

eh. im a guardian angel.
oops! no!
they were trying 2 say tt a guardian angel wld fall 4 jmi?
oh wateva.
crap.
im a guardian angel so i guess i dun need pple 2 guard over mi?
*hell. u dunno how mucch i need 'em!*
-crap.

You have a guardian angel no doubt about it. Even
though you haven't exactly seen him, he's
watching over you without-a-doubt.. who knows..
maybe it's love?

would an angel, demon, or pure evil fall for you? (now w/ pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

eh.
this angel looks damn ugly can.
hell.
it's not mi.

You are an Angel of the Week! The angels who have
authority over the seven days of the week-in
much the same fashion as there are angels
presiding over the planets, hours of the day,
and months of the year. The angels give their
particular day their special attention and in
legend can be invoked to assist a person in
some endeavor or need. The angels and their
days are reported in The Magus (1801) by
Francis Barrett:

Sunday-Michael
Monday-Gabriel
Tuesday-Camael
Wednesday-Raphael
Thursday-Sachiel
Friday-Anael
Saturday-Cassiel

What Kind of Angel Are You? (Girls Only!)
brought to you by Quizilla

im punk.

Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
nose, but thats ok. People love you because you
crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends!
Rate my quiz fellow Homie!

Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)?
brought to you by Quizilla

wah...
look at this pic..
it's what i c on 198 at times..
keke...
im summer kiss!
-_-'''
hurhur....

You are a Summer Kiss! You love showin your boy
off... especially when you both can chill
outside with your shirts off...

What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
brought to you by Quizilla

heh.
bored liao.
gtg!
bye.

*love*
starfish :p

2004-05-14T14:41:00.000+08:00

hehx.
gd mood in da morning.
rushed 2 sch find windbreaker.
:p
coloured sports bra.
everyone noe it.
lucky neva kena caught.
oh.
ummmm....
k..
der...
uhhhhh...
yupx.
farhana!!!!!
tt veri veri kind + cute + nice farhana lend mi!
sho nice!
keke.
her art damn gd.
sit beside her feel so inferior.
ummm..
ya.
rushed thru prep work.
saved the last layout 4 exam.
but still left with lotsa time.
hell.
1hr 2 slack.
oh did i mention!
i went 2 da toilet.
i saw xinhui ma'am can?
wa scare mi 2 death arh.
i almost died wor..
:p
hell.
y m i exaggerating.
k....
yupx.
tml got games!!!!!
great!
but got 1st aid.
no worries!
i studied!
but dun think i can rmb.
hell.
i hope they test on cpr.
tt dunno wat arm sling elevation sling all i dunno de.
wah.
so hard can.
den dunno wat open close fractures???
izit?
dunno wat greenstick...
i dunno everything la.
i prefer evac so much more.
easier + more fun.
shufen's my fav casualty.
keke.
eh.
btw, i like cradle movement.
coz i jux like it.
and human crutch oso.
oh.
muz rmb 2 let go of tt dummy's nose when doing cpr.
alwaes 4get.
how sickening can tt get.
then tt dummy's head oso lor.
i think the dummy's mouth shd b bigger.
hell.
wateva.
im crapping.
haix.
how boring.
oh!
hurhur.
im starting 2 complain.
ya.
2dae was supossed 2 go out with anthony.
BUT he din come.
wat the hell.
den i was oredi on the way.
reaching le bahx.
dunno
den i alighted at ps.
den went 2 take bus home.
how sickening can tt b tell mi?
tsk.
haix.
wanna box him lor.
cried on the bus.
was thinking how can there b sucha sickening person on earth.
oh.
he helped mi break mi record.
nv reached home so early b4.
i reached home at 145 can?
walau.
norm at this time i wld eith be on the way 2 jp.
or in sch thinking where 2 go.
yupx.
quite sad den cried.
den ppl were staring at mi.
hell.
i hate it.
anw, izzit a gd thing tt after u cried u dun look like u cried?
coz i dun look like i cried after i cried.
yupx.
den it was like no1 knew i cried.
hell.
ahhhhh!
was so frustrated.
ahhh.. wateva.
hell.
i shall love myself.
oh wells.
he said sry.
so i 4given him since i got magnanimous heart ritex? -mmmm...-
*shimin ure so nice... haha...*
ummmm.....
hey.
m i too ego?
ah wateva.
i love myself tt's true wat.
selfpraise is international [honour] can?
n i feel der most honoured.
:p
keke...
cheer up ler...
coz i 4given him with a shopping spree condition.
hel.
he agreed!
tian ah.
how nice.
i love him!!!!
he's mine.
lalala...
hehx.
feel like stealing his picture n distorting it.
tt reminds mi of ms shervon.
hell.
haven finish her work.
gonna fnish it by wed.
try try...
k?
keke..
oh.
boring can.
hehx.
i luv anthony![c!im so nice.]
lalala....
keke....
of coz i luv him.
shopping spree....
how tempting.
anw. i miss cheese fries.
i (L) cheese fries 2 bits!
damn nice can?
hell.
addicted 2 it.
but pls dun put so much veggie.
i hate it.
alwaes removing it like hell.
keke...
gtg!
gonna study 4 fa k...
im guai ritex?
-yupx of coz-
k..
gtg ler!
bye.

*winks*
cute blue starfish :p

2004-05-13T16:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha..
i came here 2 smile again?
no la...
sry..
trying not 2 b boliaox...
oh.
yest.
quite sad + pissed off when talking on the phone.
dunno lahx.
den..
umm..
yupx...
hafta do art now.
but im doing it later i guess..
kekex...
2dae i got cheer up quite a lot bahx...
kekex...
it was a jurong west day again...
went kfc...der mas house dere tt one...
erbx..
oh!!
on the bus was cranky again...
mas wanted 2 sleep...
but i wanted 2 laugh...
but cant luff alone or ltr pple think i mad so i called her 2 wake up.
den she dun wan ok!!!!
so i kept disrurbing her..
hummed sum funnay tunes..
den she'll wake up den luff 4 a while den go back sleep
den after tt went 2 sit beside her
*more convenient 2 disturb*
den it's like she stil dun wanna wake up...
den finallly i gave up disturbing her.
den suddenly she wake up den she said [what did u do???]
den it's like wat did i do lor!
funnay can?
i disturb her she scared i quiet she oso scared...
kekex...
damn cute + funnay.
oh.
den we were using our codes again lah...
but luckily i understand wat she crapping...
the 970 thing...
keke...
oh..
in da mornin'....
sum not veri nice things happened.
malikka went 2 announce tt i like ******????
wah i almost boxed her can?
in front of tt maisarah der bloody big mouth summore.
hell.
i hate her.
but tt was in da morning.
haix.
den cooled down ler.
oh.
i said it 2 azura ler.
she replied sum stuffs but i wasnt even listenin'.
i dun even give a bloody frikkin' damn over ha.
hell.
i hate her.
die azura pls die.
oh.
bring leebeeyann with u pls.
and shamita and adrienne as well.
guess i dun hate jo tt much ler.
shall stop dissing her le i guess.
i guess only.
but i dunno c mi mood.
anw, pls hope im a happygirl.
pray 4 mi!!!
wateva la..
ermmm..
did i post my new aim?
new aim 4 sit n reach- 70cm...
possible impossible?
POSSIBLE!!!!
DUN CARE!!!!
im gonna go 4 it no matter what.
im a flexible gurl....
:p
keke..
anw, talkin' 2 weixue now.
(c! i so nice.. mention u in mi blog leh...)
she damn cute can!
haha..
she misses mi.
hell.
how long i nv hear pple say they miss mi lerx..
weixue's damn nice..
coz she alwaes says she misses mi..
i miss her too!
she rules!!!
she bangs she bangs!!!!
*eh.. will i get bad dreams???*
haha.. last time go jp keep calling tt william hung :p
*private joke...*
oh anw, giving presents 2 weixue now...
cute cutex...
gave her a red sports car, digicam, my dearest dog
and i told her im gg 2 hawaii....
n she tot my dog wasn't a dog...
keke...
den i show her the pic of a cat :p
hurhurx.
funnay....
my funkayast-est of the funkayest of the funkier of der funkay can?
damn cute.
love her 2 bits!
i miss escape..
squadmates let's go there in june again k?
hope every1 can come..
dun like last time..
maddie pls dun vomit..
jiayou!
inverter actually not tt scary lahx...
sit with masliana den u got no fears ler..
noe y?
coz she's more scraed than u r! :p
im gonna get killed.
oh!
2dae in class...
pple were just irritating mi liike dunno wat.
so i went 2 sleep.
woke up at 840am.
cutex.
den cotinue acting pissed off wateva.
den they put plasticine on ms chua's head...
damn bad can?
hell.
but it was cute.
but ms chua almost cried.
oh. HOW SAD..
i dun like her.
but it's not her fault larhx.
it's becoz i dun do mi hw..
:p
hell.
i saw eileen's msn nick.
i wanna go ice-skating oso!
u nv bring mi!!!!!
stupid arh...
im gonna kill u!
how boring.
wanna die le.
heard sumthing lame abt shufen from weixue just now..
funkay.
i nv imagined shufen can be boliao can?
until this kinda extends...
i think maeb she too bored
or izzit too stressed?
oh.
maths 2dae.
oso wanna flung dun flung i guess.
keke..
but paper 2 easier.
this time paper 1 only 10 min 2 slack.
paper 2 got 25 min.
i think i can pass paper 2 but not paper one,
hope add 2gether at least can pass...
:p
pls pray 4 mi.
i dun wanna kena expelled.
ngshimin work hard!
last paper tml ya?
but it's tt ART!
crap.
hope ms shervon's not the invigilator.
she relli wanna eat me ler.
i swear.
im dying.
oh.
anthony is cute.
oh!!!!
maths!
i wrote another poem.
on the piece on paper they gave us.
and i smuggled it out.
grinx. im damn smart can?
but i decided not 2 publish it.
coz it's gonna b damn obvious hu it is 4...
so cannot lahx.
it maeb not be obvious 2 everyone but it's gonna be obvious 2 tt cute fella.
yesh. itx 4 tt [someone].

-winkx!-

i miss [sumone] so much.
[sumone]'s so cute.
[sumone]'s der extends ler....
buay tahan.
too cute + sweet ler.
but i pissed tt [sumone]off without noe-ing tt it would
piss tt [sumone] off.
i regret.
sorry.
really miss ya.
now tt [sumone] duzzen wanna talk 2 mi...
i feel so bored.
coz no one 2 disturb.
fine.
shall prove tt im not a flirt.
shall not call any other [ones].
just wait 4 tt cute fella 2 4give mi.
haix.

-my blog. 11may.-

yupx.
it's 4 tt sumone.
i guess [sumone] noe tt [sumone] is [sumone]
but im not relli sure abt it yet.
yupx.
kekex...
but even if [sumone] noes tt itx [sumone].
hell.
im not showing the poem.
nv.
later tt cute [sumone] flare up.
scary ah...
lalala...
k..
shall stop here..
can?
ah-no-ah-no-ah... *cheryl?*
hell...
bored.
fine.
do art.
bye.

*i noe u will miss mi de*
shimin the happy blue starfish :p

2004-05-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

hey.

-------------------------------------------------------------------
azura.
it's not tt i dun dare 2 say.
hello?
i dun dare 2 say?
u dunno how often i say it.
it's jux tt i dun use it in da letter tt's all.
i dun use it in my blog too.
since u wanna hear it so much.
i will say it in front of u tml.
just wait.
oh.
so u THOUGHT i was nice...
u noe wat?
when mas hated u tt time,
i thought u were nice too.
but in the end u proved me wrong.
but i dun feel disappointed.
dun worry.
if i c u tml.
i WILL say it.
hope we'll meet in da canteen.
afterall tml's maths.
im not studying.
u just suck can?
i hate u soooo00000000000000ooooo much.
as much as i hate jo.
i think i hate u more.
but i carn b sure.
but wat im sure of is i hate u.
i mean it.
yucks.
just go n die.
u puked at least twice in ur reply.
so when r u gg 2 die.
u r so sick.
u will only suffer living on earth.
it's not a nice feeling vomitting ev'ryday.
so i think u shd just go n die 2 relieve urself.
i hate u i hate u i hate u.
c u spoil my mood only.
hell.
get a life.
oh.
4got tt u r not dead yet....
so pls go die!
die oredi hope u get a betta life.
ah wateva.
hell.
bye.

-------------------------------------------------------------------

yucks.
invaded mas de reply 2 azura....
quite vulgar.
but.....
she dared me to.
the prob is i jux gave her face n din wanna say it wat.
so im gonna say it 2 her tml if i c her.
since she wanna hear it.
yucks lorex.

--------------------end of azura's topic---------------------------

anw, 2dae was geog.
99.9999999% confirm i flung it.
anw, got pple flung it with mi wat.
no fears.
i guess my parents r used 2 it tt i nv fail 2 fail geog.
dun like geog.
we r not fated can?
dun understand wat der tb's crappin'.
juz shaddup.
yest had sum geog notes with mi.
but no mood 2 study.
so i din.
crap larhx.
moodswinged..
almost cried can...
was veri scared.
shudden b feeling scared.
it's not me.
hell.
total shit.
in the end cried while talkin' 2 anthony...
told him why...
n he told mi not 2 worry....
hehx.
how nice.
felt a bit better.
den jux hung up at abt 1040pm.
hell i hate my dad.
i dislike my mum too.
i hate my life.
y must things get soooooo sick?
hell.hell.hell.
argggghhhh...
wateva.
anthony's nice...
but he nv tell mi he nv go sch!
stupid.
or else i would have asked him out...
how boring lor...
tsk...
went jp 2dae...
gd hair day...
anw, self study was quite enjoyable.
i like self study.
but din enjoy it with tt satan ard...
was karen yap...
den...
quite fun lah..
crapped with mas.
820 satan came in.
crapped again...
sum sexuality education stuff...
malikka kept insisting tt i have a boyfren.
den every lil' thing turn 2 look at me...
like dunno wat...
every1 thinks i am der kind hu jux go have sex with anyone...
but let mi announce sth...

I AM STILL A VIRGIN!!!!! *WATEVA!*

oh no...
ngshimin...
ur so sick.
oh ya...
attitude prob...
my parents think i got it..
and my teachers think so too!
my sis too...
and of coz myself as well.....
kekex...
dun wanna care much ler.
i dun wanna change 4 anyone.
but if i love u den i might?
keke...
oh..
den was scribbling on my book....
my cutie tweety notebook....
it was anthony's name again...
hell...
errrr....
yupx.
den.......
oh...
during recess...
jo shamita azura adrienne.
wat gd scenery.
hell.
pls go n die 2gether.
tt shamita's damn pathetic can?
yucks larhx.
but she's damn funnay....
laughed at her 2dae...
the way she sits...
went with mas 2 diss adrienne off.
dun like her.
4 wat she go diss malikka off lorex!
she's jux a jr can?
to hell with her.
actualli just now jux tot abt it.
there's nth wrong with jo.
it's just tt she AA....
but...
i dun think i hate her so much do i?
oh wateva...
hell...
oh!
geog paper...
was writing a poem for sumbody-noes-hu....
keke....
not bad i guess...
shall let pple read it 2 c if i pass.
if i pass den shall post it.
anw, ummmm....
shall c when i get my geog paper back den!
shall have lotsa things 2 type...
kekex....
haix...
how boring.
there was this guy on 198.
qian bian.
naturally borned pissed face?
wateva larhx.
hell.
to hell with him.
anw, mas acknowledge an unknown person as her monkass 2dae...
but he's not cute.
even asked mi 2 shut the fuck up...
dunno la..
dunno if he scolding mi or mas or his fren.
wateva.
i dun like him.
keke....
oh...
listening 2 energy's 1st album come on now....
any1 can tell mi wat's the name 4 track 11?
cant rmb der title....
haix....
it's der only song i dunno der title...
anw, better not come home dierciaishangni xialingshijian together
and tidaotieban's nice...
but of coz...
seven days der nicest!!!!
coz seven's muah luckay numba...
enjoying da nice songs.
love eg's 1st album...
2nd one not bad oso.
anw. i gtg now ler...
bye.

*dun miss mi wor...*
bL3w_sTaRfIsH... :p

2004-05-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

hello.
so long nv blog ler.
miss every1.
yupx.
so many sats nv blog.
comp's down.
wateva.
but due 2 mi being a veri veri lucky gal. one fine day i went 2 try my luck and on der comp,
hell! it worked!
wateva..
haha...
maeb sum pple tot i abandoned mi blog.
but i din la...
keke...
if i changed blog, i'll make sure YOU wont find out.
anw, many things happened.
there was 1 day when i cried 6 times in ONE day..
scary can...
just kept crying n crying.
haix....
anw im so bored.
things happened.
had 2nd meeting with anthony.
quite fun.
it was only us.
tho we alwaes run out of topic.
he wanted 2 c my notebook.
but i say no of coz.
coz those pple hu saw my notebook will noe tt it's full of his name.
even one innocent page of maths suddenly will pop out his name.
it's mid yrs now...
el n cl i think shd be able 2 pass...
yest was lit....
n it was like????
ummmm....
quite shocking la....
no time 2 do...
spent 53 min on question 1a..
we were supposed 2 spend like 20 min???
but luckily i finished all der qns...
but dun think i did well...
den home ecs!!!
was discussing abt it with mas after sch on the bus.
damn funnay.
oh.
got this 2 couple....
one pair sit in front of mas and other pair sit behind ME???
den it was like mas went [history is repeating..]
den i was like [huh?] den suddenly i got the joke :p *slow...*
and there were kissing.
coz suddenly when i turned i saw der guy's tongue sticking out..
many pple stared at us at kfc...
scary..
sum purposely came over sumore lor...
think i blind carn c ah...
keke.
yupx....
oh...
was writing lyrics and analysing them on the home ecs paper..
was analysing lyrics on sc paper 2dae oso...
totallie crapped the whole science paper...
i flung it i guess..
den got 1 hr...
den satan came in.
cant slp.
haix.
so crapped lyrics again.
di er ci ai shang ni
dong jie
xing qiu
fang shou
den yest was some other songs but cant rmb....
ummmmm....
anw, saw my queenstown eyecandy a few times...
haha...
ummm....
den sumtimes occasionally came 2 sch with the skater.
how cute...
ummm....
yupx..
tml is geog...
oh..
got sth 2 say...
i tot i din bring my science home ytd but suddenly i rmb only in sch 2dae tt i actually dun have a science tb!!!
keke...
i dun have geog science n english tb...
anw, sofia ma'am wans us not 2 get demerit.
but the prob is they allow us 2 tuckout after activity..
when we leave sch..
but wat if we get demerit 4 tt?
i dun think they shd care so much abt us doing detention.
or rather me.
but their squad oso got pple gg 2 do detention wat.
stupid lahx.
i dun like the feeling of tucking in.
oh..
anw, mas de blog got write sth abt obesity...
haha..
muz go read wor...
not bad...
lalala...
anw. i think xinhui ma'am likes tiger...
oh ya!!!!
got sth 2 say.
u have 2 go read mas de blog..
she spoke up 4 mi!!!!
coz she was as bushuang as mi 4 wat happened during the
7th may early morning.
coz i relli had 2 eat breakfast.
and this xinhui ma'am went 2 say tt my excuse duzzen make sense.
i tell u it does!!!!
but the prob is.
y shd i waste my time telling u sucha long story.
u said u dun hate mi.
but the prob is.
u used if i hate u i oredi dun let u get into ndp ler wat.
and there's a big prob here.
of coz u cant use tt arguement wat.
or it wld be even more obvious tt u hate mi.
wat if i go tell on mrs yip tt u dun let mi get in instead u let mas?
den u urself will get into trouble wat.
so of coz u have 2 let mi geddin.
and there was no other arguement tt u shd let mas geddin instead of mi.
coz we r equally rude...
and disrespectful...
and plus it's like my attendance is betta than hers???
u wld have no reason if mrs yip questioned u rite?
so stop tt rubbish tt u dun hate mi.
actually u might say tt it's becoz i hate u tt's y u hate mi.
but the prob is YOU HATED MI 1ST! U PICKED ON MI.
oh. and i hate u too...
oh ya!!!!!
sec 1 squad!!!!
u all wanna c sth cute???
show u all k???
if i c u den i show u!!!!
kakaka....
ummm.....
yupx.
but cannot tell der sec 4s hor...
oh!!!!
ummmmm...
oh!!!!
tt day dunno when
izzit after sat activity?
i was wearing cap....
as in windbreaker der cap....
i wasn't wearing it at 1st...
coz gg outta sch ler den MY SOCKS WASNT VERI LONG *get me?*
den THERE WAS STH WRONG WIF MY SKIRT N BLOUSE N EAR AND NECK N HAND
but then i suddenly saw my squadmates.
cudden resist der temptation so walked over.
den it was like!!!!
suddenly sofia ma'am was talking 2 asyiqin ma'am..
was there a sec 1??
dunno..
ok wateva.
den so cannot greet.
den it was like i faster unbreak all the sch rules..
except my socks coz too troublesome ler...
den i just sneak past them.
but my squadmates were in der toilet!!!
wanna die ah.
den so i had 2 go over la...
den i dunno how 2 go..
so wore the cap...
then sofia ma'am think i hiding from them or sth...
den i ran into der toilet.
den fetched them out.
den sofia ma'am go ler..
den suddenly she RE-APPEARED!!!
so it's like i had 2 unbreak all the sch rules again except 4 earring + socks
so had 2 wear cap again.
this time wore it in a funnay manner....
keke...
look like alien :p
keke...
ummmm...
den....
quite cute lahx...
hurhurx.
den we 2-3-4-gd bye ma'am
den she came over 2 ask mi y i wearing cap :p
walau!!
den i totallie nth 2 say can!!!!
stupid ah!
then it's like i was like [ma'am.. uh... for fun ma'am]
tian ah!
scare mi 2 death can!!!!!
oh yah!!! and-
recently a lot of lizards appeared.
scare mi 2 death can!
screamed my head off over a lizard yest.
wanna die arh...
come invade my territory 4 wat.
kill u ah *as if i dare 2...*
haix...
hmmmph..
how boring..
i love friendster 2 bits!!!!
keke!
anw, i hope tt geog wun be hard.
oh!!!
anw, 4 CA1 i only failed maths!!!!
hahahhahahhahahahahaha...
how happy....
*like as if anyone failed more than 1 subj.*
:p
keke...
anw, im in love with mas's territory!!!!
got 2 kfc 2 macs....
i love the communitycentre can!!!!
so cool de!!!
so many pple playing bball.
hope tt i cld meet der bungs.
den it's like i like tt place....
near my house there the new cc reopened ler...
damn spectacular can!
xuan de lor!
anw, i think i have been thinking abt lots n lots of stuffs recently lahx. how boring.
shd concntrate on mid yrs.
hope 2 at least pass maths...
mrs lim wanna meet mi and mas de mum ler lor...
how sickening.
she betta shut the..
oops!
sry....
shdn't b saying tt...
but she betta watch out if she anyhow gossip 2 mi mum lor..
even if she's saying the truth.
cant she juz shaddup?
haix...
anw, got this sickening gal called chloe.
dun like her can?
wat a rip-off.
dun worry.
not from crez.
from frenster de.
so sick lor!
feel like slapping her.
she watch out lor.
only she got this kinda qian bian face.
if i ever meet her on the street i guess i wld recognize her?
but i got a feeling i noe her leh...
she seems 2 be from dunno hu's fan club.
and i seem 2 talk 2 her b4..
maeb is becoz she got common face.
qian bian ah!
recently keep saying pple qian bian but actually i admit tt im der most qian bian person lahx :p
keke...
damn long entry ritez?
happy reading wor...
oh!
2dae's my dearest primary-school-very-chio-fren's janice
de b-dae wor!!!!!!
faster everybody muz wish her happy b-dae wor...
faster faster wish!!!!
she damn pretty can...
oh since i've mentioned the word b-dae!
i think i can start saying happy b-dae 2 myself ler ya?
haha...
mi b-dae cumin ler wor...
kekekke....
haix...
oh ya.
i love myself.
i love the way i behave n i love the times i have gd hair days.
i love the times when im with all of u.
i dun wanna part with u.
i love YOU YOU AND YOU.
i i... ai ya i mean u all lar!!!
i love the times in sch when i talk back 2 teachers.
i like recalling the times when i have 2 act nice in front of
teachers *tho i still do tt often.*
i love acting polite and guai.
i am suha bitch and i noe it n i dun need u 2 tell mi.
i am a flirt. *am i? oh yes. i am.*
i am everything bad.

but the fact is tt im not a rip-off!
i have my own ideas so stop thinking tt im ripping u off coz im not.
if i did rip u off, den tt person's not mi.
it might be just coincidence tt our ideas r the same.

*note: when im saying this im oredi giving u face.
i can just say it's the other way round tt u r ripping mi
off. why not?*

oh.
this is for [another person.]

[*****e.]
stop dao-ing mi can?
as in stop ignoring mi can?
u think i like u izzit?
just becoz of the words on the comp?
i dun like u lor.
im honest.
i din even write tt.
u r not the shuai-est cute-est chio-est sweet-est or
rather u r not even shuai or chio or cute or sweet.
y shud i like u?
madness???
u r just a piece of shit 2 mi.
pls.
i think u can go n die.
im just giving u face by not saying tt im bushuang with ur attitude can? *or rather im giving ur friend, [***o**], face*
stop thinking i like u.
coz the fact is i DUN.
and im beginning 2 hate u ler.
i think u suck.
yupx.
go n die just go n die.
i din like u from the start ler lor.
hell.
now im disliking u even more.
dun like it tt u exist.
tian ah.
wateva.
ah..
just go n die.

hell. this entry's damn long.
oh!
m getting vulgar again.
*ngshimin pls shaddup.*
oh n i think i broke sumone's heart yest.
how sad.
i miss [sumone] so much.
[sumone]'s so cute.
[sumone]'s der extends ler....
buay tahan.
too cute + sweet ler.
but i pissed tt [sumone]off without noe-ing tt it would
piss tt [sumone] off.
i regret.
sorry.
really miss ya.
now tt [sumone] duzzen wanna talk 2 mi...
i feel so bored.
coz no one 2 disturb.
fine.
shall prove tt im not a flirt.
shall not call any other [ones].
just wait 4 tt cute fella 2 4give mi.
haix.

anw, hope this entry wld publish sucessfully.
afterall, i think i spent 1 ++++++++ hr on it ler.
keke...
type till hand suan.
oh!
anw, haven done art.
haix.
god pls save mi.
die ler.
haix.
wanna die!!!!!!!
haix.
oh ya.
almost decided 2 stop sch-ling.
dun wanna break promises.
haix.
every1's encouraging mi 2 endure on.
mi dad gave mi a choice ya?
hahx.
well...
so troubled.
i dun look stressed.
pple dun believe tt im stressed.
but the prob is i feel great stress.
the me tt u c in sch is the me trying 2 relieve stress.
not the real stressful mi inside.
wateva.
crap.
haix.
so many pple think my life is total carefree lor.
well.
they can try being mi.
1 day is enuff 4 them 2 take it.
they wld realise tt my life's different.

anw, happy thing.
saw sing suen!
she damn cute can!
told her abt my queenstown eyecandy.
she was like damn scared it wld be her crush wor!!!
kakaka....
luckily in the end it's not.
keke...
singsuen veri cute de...
looks cute...
and she's cute.
like her teeth.
i like anthony's teeth oso.
veri cute.
he's nice.
ummmm...
yupx...
guess...
tt's abt all???
cant rmb wat happened le lar.
only noe tt i was der one hu finished almost all der papers der fastest in class and got a lot of time 2 sleep but alwaes kena woke up by satan de la...
den...
yupx.
ummm...
hmmmmmmph...
haix...
tagboard got prob.
oh..
i think pple think i got attitude prob.
but the fact is i have it.
coz i just have it.
im born with it wat.
how sad.
u have 2 accept it.
even my parents think i got attitude prob.
attitude abt life, abt sch, abt wateva all got prob de.
even wat time i bathe oso they muz care...
wateva.
bossy...
kaka...
oh..
so happy b-day my dear janice!
gtg.
bye.

*anyone misses mi???*
sTaRfIsH :p